! yall know the shit from a few posts ago. well its currently october. so since being at sixth form, im in his ex's form and her art class, we also share a friend so i see her constantly. i feel less shit now because she jealous of me lol and constantly gives me nasty looks but ! fuck her! my crush stopped talking to me and i haven't spoken to him in months, i dont want to, either. he basically started liking and commenting on all of her posts again, and she UNFOLLOWED ME but made sure i was still following her so that she made sure i could still see everything she posted. im absolutely sure of it. she full on manipulated him and so she could have him to herself, despite the fact she flirts with every single boy that willingly looks at her. shes so selfish and she genuinely ruined my life, but im not going to hate her to her face because what she wants is a reaction, so as long as im nice to her, she'll get pissed because her plan failed (even though it worked and she fucked me over) so yeah thats that my crush is a fucking asshole and im completely done with him and all of that so if youre reading this for THAT, sorry but its dead lol its made me feel so fucking awful and i dont want to explain that sorry so yeah thanks xxxx
