THIS VIDEO IS ME (i just downloaded the ep and edited this scene and uploaded it appreciate me please)
honestly?? i'm so incredibly happy! i'm so happy i love this feeling. i spoke to alfie like i haven't spoken to anyone in months. i was so open and he made me laugh so so much, and i made him laugh and just seeing him smile made me so much better. i felt so warm and i just love that i was happy, because i've felt so shit recently? i'm so so so so happy fuck fuckkk
its not even a crush anymore i just fucking admire him so much and i get so warm and im so happy when im around him, and when he talks to me i feel so hopeful and i feel like everything's going to be okay. he deserve so much happiness i adore him
