WHY DO I FEEL LIKE IM DEADASS DYING I KEEP CRYING AND NOTHING FEELS REAL AND I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THE GUY I LIKE AND ITS JUST SO FUCKING SHIT BECAUSE I NEED HIM TO BE ABLE TO FEEL THE SAME BECAUSE THE THOUGHT OF HIM NOT FEELING THE SAME MAKES ME FEEL PHYSICALLY SICK AND ITS SO UNBEARABLE AND I JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL BECAUSE IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF THINGS THIS PART OF MY LIFE IS SO SO IMPORTANT AND ME FEELING LIKE IM IN LOVE REALLY ISNT THAT IMPORTANT TO MY EDUCATIONAL DEVELOPMENT BUT I WANT TO KISS HIM AND I WANT TO BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME BACK FUCK FUCKKK
