what the FUCK do i do i feel SO SICK I THINK I'M IN LOVE AND I CANNOT DEAL WITH THAT BECAUSE HE TOLD MY FRIEND HE LIKES HIS EX AND I FUCKING NEARLY CRIED IN FORM WHEN HE TOLD ME AND I JUST ACTUALLY STARTED CRYING BECAUSE i realized how shit this is for me and that i have literally liked him way over a year and i put up so much shit and he knows i don't like the girl he likes and shit happened in science and he kept flirting with me BUT WHY DOES HE DO THIS TO ME i really don't want to sound obnoxious but for FUCKS sake he leads me on and its gotten to the point where i feel like i'm in love like boy actually calm down if you don't like me back don't fucking FLIRT with me go flirt with someone else?? i swear he knows hes doing it its not fair on me at all i feel so fucking shitty. whenever i look at him my heart aches and i just want to kiss him and hug him and make sure he's feeling okay and i want to be able to know he's doing okay everyday and if he's not i want to be able to help him why cant he just see that
