Candy Talks Crap || Rant book 1 ✔

Miiight Be Off Wattpad For A While

My grandma passed away this morning. It hasn't exactly fully hit me yet, not entirely sure if it will exactly, as I'm not really that emotional regarding death... Okay, I was rather emotional when my cat had to get put down, but I had him my whole fucking life, but still, when it comes to death, I'm not really that emotional.

Maybe all this death in these bloody books that I read *cough* Warriors *cough* and TV shows *cough* Supernatural *cough* has kinda made me numb to death in a way? I mean, everyone dies eventually, it's just how the world works...

Idk... I guess I'm just not a very emotional person... Is that a bad thing?

Now, I was gonna say that I'll be off Wattpad for a while, but really, Wattpad is one of the only things that make me happy, even though I do kinda hate it at times... and, idk... I kinda just write to cope with stuff, even though I hardly go through anything, well, not since I left school two years ago now anyway.

So... Basically I don't know whats happening just yet, and I'm not too sure if I'll be off Wattpad for awhile or not, it's more than likely that I'm just not gonna be updating very often, then again, that's how my updating usually is anyway, even when I've got a writing schedule...

I think I might take the next week off from updating, I'll probably be having to go to Waihi sometime next week anyway, so might as well just take the week off from Wattpad.

I think I need another coffee right now... And some alcohol... And a Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers to cuddle with...

~ Candy isn't sure what's happening