Always trials and tests
Falling in line with the rest
In all the black and white noise
All in time things will change
They say that and it's strange
Cuz nothing ever does
And the lights will fade to sounds in the skyline
And the silhouettes will drown in the twilight
Oceans away, under the waves there's more
Maybe someday we'll know what we're longing for
I've spent a good portion of my life looking out the window watching everyone else have fun. Shy and introverted are two words that don't even begin to cover how reclusive and awkward I am. What's funny is age is supposed to give you more confidence...it's been the opposite for me. As a kid, I was far more social and brave. Now, I'm afraid to wander outside of my apartment. Nothing bad happened to me, I've just become a benchwarmer in life. I'm no longer satisfied with sitting in the backseat. I want to take charge and do something great, but I have no idea what. I have virtually no connections, virtually no family here in LA, and a whole lot of nothing to inspire me as a result. I don't like the feeling of hopelessness, but it's become the only feeling I know lately. Maybe someday I'll change my mind. I'm still young, a lot can happen to me...I just hope it does soon, I feel like I'm dying inside. I watch all these yuppies and celebrities, and I wish I could be like them...just for a day even. That's saying something, because I've never envied anyone before...maybe I won't have to envy prominent people for much longer. Something is coming on the horizon.
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Markiplier Smuts V
Fanfiction5th volume of Markiplier Smuts. I'll try to include some music in these, because who doesn't love a good song? Feel free to suggest music and I'll do my best to make you a smut about your favorite song. :)
