The Bad Guy's Love (On-going & Editing)

Bad Chapter 27: Motivation

~• Elaine's PntofVw •~

I have no one else to trust but Jack and myself. Im in the middle of a waging war, and still im clueless and powerless. But however, I want to fight for what is right. I also want to protect even if It'll cost a life.

"Bakit bigla mo akong gustong makita?" tanong ko kay Francine.

"I just want to check you, you know, these days it's been really--" i cut her off.

"It's been what? dangerous? ofcourse it's dangerous. You know, knowing all the people that I have put my trust on, were lying to me." Hindi sya makapaniwala sa mga sinabi ko hanggang sa narirealize nya ang gusto kong sabihin.

"Elaine-- im on a mission...I know, im so--"

"All this time, I was pretending that I don't know anything. Every single little thing you were hiding, and you were lying about to me~ i figure it all out." i paused.

"What a shame that my bestfriend are one of the people who betrayed and lied to me."

that was the last words I'd say and I just left her, shocked.

I could be more heartless than that. And I think that's the necessary thing for me to do.

Tahimik akong tumungo sa abadonang bahay para makipagkita kay Jack.

*Knock-knock*

Bumukas ang pinto. "Nandito ka na."
salubomg sa akin ni Jack.

Mula sa pagkakayuko, tumingala ako habang nangingilid ang mga luha sa gilid ng mata ko.

"Shhh, it's okay..." sambit nya at niyakap ako.

Sinarado nya ang pinto at pinaupo muna ako. "I just don't know what to do anymore. Sobrang bigat na nang nararamdaman ko, sobrang dami kong iniisip." nauutal utal kong sabi habang humihikbi.

"Shh, i've been through that. I must say it was really tough but you'll get through it." muli nya akong niyakap ng mahigpit.

Nang matapos ako sa kakaiyak, pinunasan ko ang luha ko.

"Sa tingin mo jack. Bakit ba kasi yung mga mahal sa buhay ng isang tao yung pinupuntirya para matalo yung isang tao na yun?" tanong ko mula sa kawalan.

"Kasi yun ang kahinaan nila." sagot nito.

So I get it.

I get it all, the reasons why Jax is doing this. Why he took the risk and why he left me.

And I hope Jax would understand why I have to do something for him.

He's saving my life so im gonna do the same to him.

"Jack, Sino ba talaga ang ama ko?" tanong ko.

"Which one?"

Napatingin ako kay Jack nang dahil sa sinagot nya.

"Mr. Gil...?" sagot ko naman.

Binigyan nya ako ng curious na mukha. "Sinabi ko na sayo diba? sinabi ko na lahat."

"No im talking about who's the real him?" mariin kong banggit.

"so you wanna do some digging?"

Ngumisi ako at tiningnan sya ng may ngisi sa'king labi. "deeper than everone would thought." wika ko.

••• Jack's Point of View •••