Inevitable Conflict

Background

My name is Hannah! I'm a junior at GCHS this year. I play the violin and I am on my school's varsity tennis team.

I have really great friends. Skylar and Mackenzie are my friends outside of orchestra. My other friends who also play the violin are Jeremy, Kathryn, Nick, Jessica, Olivia, Alli, Kennedy and Logan. The first violin section has become a lot closer this year, I would say they are my best friends. Logan is my true best friend though.

So, lately I've been struggling with a problem. I have had a boyfriend for two years, his name is Zach, and he is a very sweet guy. However, he hasn't been making me happy lately and he has been lustful and not understanding. Then Logan comes into my life and shows me everything I don't have with Zach, and it's everything that I want. He is so amazing and I honestly don't know what I would do without him. He makes me happier than Zach does...way happier. And he treats me better, most of the time. But Zach and I have been together for so long, it almost feels impossible to end it now.

I'm very open to Logan about everything, but there are still some reasons why I'm staying with Zach that I haven't told him about yet. There's no reason why, it just hasn't come up.

Logan is the best friend that I've ever had, but Zach is also one of my best friends. I don't want to hurt either of them. Unfortunately I don't think that's possible 😔 As I've been going through this struggle, Olivia has been helping me a little, but im still so confused. I just keep telling myself I'll end up doing the right thing, but how can anyone be so sure about that with a problem like this?