I took my AP chemistry test this morning. My teacher made everyone in the class breakfast before we went out to the rec center to take it. I'm just glad it's finally over.
When I got done with the test it was about 5th period, and I checked my phone and Logan sent me this:
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(That is a picture of me by the way) So I was in such a bad mood because of how the test went earlier and when I opened those messages, it just made me so incredibly happy. It's really the little things that he does that just makes me go crazy. By the way, Logan and I have never kissed before. I honestly can't wait until the day we do though...
On Saturday I had one of those moments where I was just thinking about him and realizing how perfect he really is to me. In orchestra, that realization came back. I kept looking at him, and over and over again, I fell in love with him. The little things he says and does add up in my mind and I just think about them when I look at him, and just...😩 He's so so amazing. I looked at him today in a way I've never looked at him before. I don't think he noticed... but I looked at him with pure admiration and love. He's so perfect ❤
I went over to Olivia's today with Logan and Jessica. It was really fun! Olivia's mom was so nice too!! She made French toast and bacon for dinner and she let me join them! After we ate we sat at the table and talked, and then we played a fun board game! Before we played the board game, Olivia and Logan were talking about past experiences and she talked about other girls who were best friends with Logan and who said they loved him and thought he was so nice. And I couldn't help but get a little jealous... I hate how much I get jealous but I thought I did I actually did well today in not making it affect my emotions too much. I was proud of myself! I'm actually getting better...
I was texting Logan tonight and he asked me what my two favorite colors that matched together were. I asked why and he said it was a surprise. I absolutely love surprises, but I also hate them at the same time, especially when I have to wait a long time to know what the surprise is. It drives me crazy, but I won't push Logan. I'll be patient for him
