Inevitable Conflict

5/17/2017

So far, the South Central Regional orchestra audition is going well. I'm learning the music pretty quickly and I can play it fairly well. I'm still nervous I won't get accepted.

Hayley and I had another fight today. It was just like the last one that happened a couple days ago. I don't think I talked about it very much but it was a hurtful and horrible fight, and today was just the same. But we got over it quicker. I think we're both just going through a rough patch right now, and don't know where else to put our anger.

So Logan was extra cute. We had our last orchestra concert last night so we didn't play in class. All the violins sat in a circle. I sat next to Logan. He had his chair positioned so that the back of it was facing me, and I told him I didn't like that barrier, so he repositioned his chair and even sat closer to me so that we were touching 😩 I leaned my head on his shoulder, and I've never been so comfortable at school. He looked so cute today too... he's just, perfect.

Im going to go on a tangent on how perfect Logan is. He's so caring to me and he will always go out of his way to make me happy. When I am sad he will always be there for me, and when I'm freaking out over small things he calms me down in the best way. When I have to go somewhere for a little while, he will text me cute things when I'm gone so I smile when I get back. He is so selfless and puts my wants and wishes before his. And on top of all of that, he's really smart and really athletic, and he's probably one of the strongest people I know. He's perfect 💗