Still Into You (ON HOLD)

22.Dying Inside

If i am a genie and my love wishes something i cant give then why do i have to stay being a genie? What i wish is to be a villain to give my love the opposite of her wish ..

Samantha

We stay this way since that night. Stay normal. No picking her up no driving her home. She treated me like a normal co worker. Iniiwasan nya ang mga topic na binubuksan ko pag walang konek sa work. Maging si Mia binigyan nya ng cold treatment.

2days after ng naging pag uusap namin saka naman nag umpisang araw arawin ni Roxy ang pagpunta sa shop. Wala namang pakialam si Al and treated us like a ghost that doesnt exist.

Its been a while but im not still got used to it. This is it. Tama na tong iwasan na to. Masyado na kong nahihirapan.

I planned on this last night. I wore extra hit clothes today so she can somehow resist my charms. A blue crop top and a faded maong ripped 3/4 jeans paired with a three inch heeled closed silver glass sandals. Irresistable diba?

I saw her at the table busy typing. I thought its the right time for me para mangulit. Kanina pa pa sya dun at siguro naman tapos na sya sa mails.

"Al . Can we talk? Just us". Pinuntahan ko sya sa table nya habang nag babrowse sya and asked for her attention.

"No sorry. Im a bit busy." Was all she said. I took a peek on what she's browsing and saw her just facebooking. "Im looking for someone. Its not what you thought". Defensive ang lola mo.

"I can help. Please just talk to me after natin mahanap ang taong hinahanap mo". I noticed her typing Jhane Andrada. Model in France. Something about Jhane but no results found lang ang lumalabas. So she's haunting her lover she left at the beach. "If she is really a model ten try at google first. She must be famous and be at google." Without a second thought she click another tab and go to google. Tinype nya uli ang jhane andrada pero walang nalabas. Mj Andrada instead at hindi masyadong klaro ang picture kung sya nga yon. "My article tungkol sa  Mj Andrada na model sa France and U.S.A .. sabi jan 'Mj Andrada shocked people in her revelation about her true gender status'. Must be her eh?".

She clicked and read the article only to find out na ito nga si Jhane based on the pics. "Bakit Mj? May first name sya?". Like she's trying to solve a mystery.

"I dont know. She doesnt have facebook maybe. Models usually use twitters or tumblrs at times." I just shrugged and trying to help her solve her mystery.
"Hayaan ko na nga." Bilulong nya saka bumalik na sa fb app. Nilog out nya lang ito at bumalik na sa mails. She is proceeding to work and just ignore instead of talking to me like what i asked her awhile ago. Eto na naman sya.

"Alrish. Please mag usap na tayo". Lumuhod na ko sa harap nya this time. Bahala na kahit magasgasan pa ko which is malabo namang mangyari kase hindi naman hard ang floor ng shop.

"Ay ano ka ba ? Tumayo ka nga jan. Nag uusap naman tayo ah."

"Not like before". Sabi kong di padin tumatayo. "Please. Hindi ko naman pinagpipilitan ang ganung bagay sayo. Gusto ko lang bumalik tayo sa dati. Promise i'll limit myself being so touchy to you just. Please. Just dont be like this". Ako na ang nagmamakaawa. I dont know whats gotten to me. I just cant help but beg for her attention. Kulang nalang yata mag pa autograph ako sa kanya eh.

"Pakipot pa. Kung ako na niluluhuran ng dyosa baka mahimatay pa ko sa kilig. Ikaw pakipot ka pa? Baka pagsisihan mo yan". Sumingit na naman si Mia. Wrong timing ka Mi. Baka mabadtrip mo na namn si Al.

"Sam nag usap na tayo regarding this. We should stop." Halos pabulong nyang sabi upang di marinig ni Mia.

"I stopped. What i am asking is friendship.Al. i dont like this kind of coldness you are giving us. Its. Its so awkward."