Still Into You (ON HOLD)

32.The Truth

Alrish

.I am not sure if you were sincere. I just never want you to leave.
Sign' show me something so I wont hold back. These pain might blind me and give up.

"Hello? Sino to ?". A call from an unknown number bother my floating mind while having breakfast alone.

"Alrish Elizabeth Prudencio. You'll f*cking thank me after this call." The other line got this irritative voice and alam ko kung sino to. Sino pa ba kundi si bruha.

"What are you up to in this early of the morning? And where the hell did you get my number?". Umirap ako in disgust as if nakikita ako ng bruha just to lessen these irritations of mine hmp.

"Samin natulog si Sam. In short kay Sam na mismo." Her voice full of proud. Nakakabwisit pakinggan talaga

"So what?". Teka. Parang mali. So why the hell that happened? Anung pinagsasabi ng babaeng to? Hinatid ako ni Sam kagabi tapos pano syang napunta kila Roxy?

"Yeah. So what? Is that what all you can say? After she drove you home she went straight up to me and had fun with me. And I, on the other hand just wanted you to know that everything you and Sam were up to , all of those dramas. Alam ko. Lahat lahat . Nirereport nya sakin yon. At ikaw asang asa ka naman? Sorry to say this but im done silencing myself about Sam's plan. Babae din ako so why the hell wait til you end your own life once malaman mong ginagago ka lang ni Sam."

"A-ano?". Naguguluhan ako.

"Wow! Wow na wow ako sayo. Walang pinag aralan teh? Walang pang intindi? Okay. I'll head up straight to the point. Niloloko ka lang ni Sam and guess what. She is enjoying it that much. Habang bigay na bigay ka tawang tawa sya sayo. If I were you i'll save myself at once before its too late that you cant hold back anymore. Boba". Tut tut tut

Call ended.

Anong nangyari?

Ano daw?

Im left bounded by thoughts. Paulit ulit na nagfaflashback sa isip ko ang mga pinagsasabi ni Roxy but none of those successfully sink in to my damn brain.

Ginagago nya ko? Tawang tawa sya sakin? Sa anong dahilan?

Nirereport nya ang lahat kay Roxy? What am I? An entertainment?

"S-sam?". Was all I can mouthed at the moment. How can she possibly do this to me? Akala ko ba ok na ang lahat?

Ako lang pala ang umaasa na ok na? Ako lang pala yung tanga na naniniwala sa pagkakabalikan namin?

Pero hindi. Al, get yourself together. Baka mamaya patibong na naman ito ni bruha para mag away kayo. The best way to know the truth is to seek answer right exactly to Sam. Gonna call her up.

"Please. . . . Answer. . . G*ddamn" what is keeping her too long to answer the phone ? "H-hello?". finally she answered.

But what is this I am feeling? mas lalo akong kinabahan instead of relief. "Oh! right Alrish. Much better to confirm. Now finish the puzzle you were working on". and then she ended the call.

Sabi ko sa sarili ko kalma. Sabi ko sa isip ko isa-isa lang muna please ang tanong. I tried so hard to control my emotions but my eyes betrayed me. My tears made me unable to see anymore. I grabbed my chest so hard. This pain. Not again please. Why am I feeling this kind of pain again ?

Nagpaloko na naman ako?

And I dont think I can handle this anymore this time around. But why? What did I do to deserve this?

"Anak? anak bakit ka umiiyak?". nag alalang pinuntahana ako agad ni mama ng makita akong umiiyak sa sala. "Anong nangyari? May masakit ba sa yo?".

"Wala po ma." pinunasan ko ang luha ko para di na sya mag alala sakin pero wa epek.