Fifty Shades After

Chapter 19

Taylor POV

This is getting harder than I thought it would be. I am disobeying an order from my boss....being in the military you learn rank and not to disobey. It grates to do this. But Flynn is very persistent about the secrecy. Is this going to be constant if I continue to deliver messages for Ms Steele? God I hope not. Hopefully after a few sessions with Bastille, she will be in a better state of mind. I firmly believe in calisthenics as a form of therapy, not this talking mumbo jumbo. I head back to the Grey's mansion with Christians letter hoping to wait a day or so before heading back. It is late in the evening now, after the interrogation and now I have to also make sure Ms Steele eats. That is not going to go over well....good thing I am battle hardened, I chuckle.

Ana POV

 Taylor has been gone for a while and I am starting to worry. Could something have happened to him? To Christian? I begin to worry and pace....I feel the pressure build up in my chest and I forgot where Taylor put my medication. I try to take deep breaths and it is not helping. I go into the hallway looking for Grace, she will know how to help me. But as I walk the hallway I start to see black dots float in front of me and its getting harder to breathe. Then everything goes dark.

Grace POV

I am walking to let Ana know dinner is ready and see her passed out in the hallway. I run over to her and check her pulse. Its racing and her breathing is more rapid than I would like. I call the ambulance and take her to the emergency room to find out why. Just as they arrive Taylor shows up and rushes over. "What happened"? he asks. "I'm not sure, I went to let her know about dinner and found her in the hallway". I go in the ambulance with her and Taylor follows in the car. We get to the hospital and she is still unconscious. I take over and place monitors on her. Her pulse is still faster than I would like and her breathing is still to fast for my liking, so I give her 5 mg of Valium and wait to see what happens. Her heart rate goes down a little and her breathing slows. I am feeling better. Now just to wait and find out what happened.

Ana POV

I hear strange sounds and smells. I am not at Grace's home any longer. I start to open my eyes and see Grace sitting besides me. She is looking very concerned. "What happened dear"? "Where am I"? "Your in the hospital, I found you passed out in the hallway and wasn't sure what happened so I had you brought here". I look around embarrassed, "I think it was a panic attack. I didn't remember where Taylor put my anxiety pills and I went looking for you and I didn't make it very far before everything went black" "Oh dear, I am glad it wasn't anything more serious. What caused you to get upset"? "I sent Taylor to give a letter to Christian this morning and he never came back. I started worrying something happened to him or Christian and I started to panic. I tried deep breathing but I was too far gone by then. So I went looking for you. I am sorry to cause you so much trouble". She walks over to me and kisses my forehead, "Its not that, your not trouble. I am just sorry to were worried to that point. I will speak to Taylor to keep you apprised of his whereabouts. I know he doesn't mean for this to happen. Since it was a panic attack and your back to normal, let me get you out of here before Christian finds out". I nod in agreement and look around so embarrassed. I need to get a handle on this. I see Taylor in the waiting room and breathe a sigh of relief that he is OK. 

Grace returns with paperwork, and we are good to go. Taylor goes to bring the car around and we head back to The Grey's mansion. We arrive back and I go straight to my room. "Ana, are you going to have dinner"? "I am actually not that hungry after everything, thank you though" "OK then, I will place a plate in the fridge in case you get hungry later. Go rest dear. See you in the morning". I nod and go upstairs. I am laying down and finally starting to relax when I hear pounding on the front door. Now for me to hear this, it must be really loud. Taylor who's room is near mine, I hear him exit the hallway and curse and return to my room. "What's wrong Taylor"? "Christian is here and banging on the door. You and I have to stay up here and lock the door". "Why would he be here? He doesn't normally come out here for no reason" "He must have Welch doing checks on your name and since you were in the hospital and Grace was with you...." "He's come to find out why and where I am" he nods in the positive. I sigh and shake my head. My personal stalker.