Fifty Shades After

Chapter 35

Christian POV

I walk into the bathroom to let Ana know Mom will be here in about half an hour and I see Gail helping to remove bandages from her back. What I see shocks the shit out of me. I mutter a curse and see Ana turn to look at me. I have tears in my eyes. "Gail I will finish helping Ana take the dressings off". She nods and leave the room. "Ana what happened"? "Christian I really don't think you want to know. It will hurt you more than seeing this". I walk over and finish taking the bandages off, looking at her back, buttocks, neck and legs. She has open welts, burns, bruising on her neck that looks a man choked her hard also bruising that looks like a collar. "Baby talk to me. Some of this I understand from the lifestyle but I would like to hear some of it love". I walk over to the tub and fill it with warm water and the body wash Gail brought in. Ana walks over and gets into the bath. "Well you asked for it, don't blame me when you can't handle it". "I can handle anything babe...talk to me". 

"OK then, when I was first taken I was locked in a room. Jose would visit me there then he brought me out into another room but I would try and escape all the time. When I did, I got punished with a cat or whip, metal bars his fist. Didn't matter. Then after I was chained constantly until I got too pregnant to flee. During this time I was also collared, which as you said being part of the lifestyle I am sure you know what he did with the collar". I look a her and nod sadly. My baby had to endure too much. "The burns are from matches and candles. Jose was into fire play but I preferred that to some of his other predilections. He wasn't the only one who would do the fire play. Once he noticed I gave up fighting him but refused to participate he decided to humiliate me in different ways. The more tolerable way was to either have people watch him or have others do it while he watched and got off. Other things I would rather not say because it is just too disgusting for words. What you are seeing is from a few days ago. I decided to try to leave and was caught, Jose decided to be particularly brutal and choke me while fucking me. I passed out thankfully but it took a day or so to get my voice back. Christian I want to apologize to you". 

What the hell? Apologize to me? "What are you talking about Ana? Why do you need to apologize to me"? "Before I left you the first time, when I called you a sadist. I am so fucking sorry for ever calling you that. You are not a sadist in the least. I have seen it truly and seen pure evil. There is no way you ever own that title. Please forgive me Christian. Even when you spanked me with the belt and I couldn't handle it, that was child's play. I have seen the darker side of BDSM and feel at least I had a reference from you but you are no where near that evil".  I see tears down her face and I walk over and kiss them away. "Ana I hate you had to experience this. I know what you mean, I dealt with some of the darker side, not the choking always was a hard limit of mine and I know what was done was not discussed and the like. Just know you can tell me anything. I may not want to hear it but I can not bear to think of you suffering alone when I can shoulder the burden. I would love to get him in chain and show him how to truly use a cat.....he didn't know what he was doing, that's why you have the welts and wounds that won't heal. I am fucking pissed. I have seen this before at the clubs. I have a cream that was given to me by a Dom at one of the clubs, I subbed for a woman who did not know what the hell she was doing and I had similar wounds. The cream helps take the swelling away. That is what is stopping them from healing, the swelling. When was the last time you were catted or whipped"? "Yesterday before we went to his fathers home. I didn't want to go because I didn't want to pretend to be with him like we were dating and he was pissed. Most times he would initiate sexual behaviors after I was in extreme pain. He enjoyed my pain and got his aroused. That's how it was when I was in labor with Teddy. He got off on my pain and wanted to fuck me right after I gave birth". What a sick fuck. I hope he gets locked away for a very long fucking time otherwise I will kill the bastard.

"Ana please my love you never have to worry about that ever again. I will make sure that sick fuck goes away for what he did and those who helped him". "He had a helper"? "Yes my dear he did. I will tell you who later, it will be hard for you to hear but Flynn will be here when we discuss it. Lets get you clean, mom will be here soon to look after you and I will show her the cream and see if she knows of it and can get more. Otherwise I can get some, I just have to go back to a Dom I haven't spoken to for a while". "Christian I don't want to make things awkward for you, I know you have given up the hardcore lifestyle and I don't want to change that". "Don't worry Ana, it won't drag me back. If I was ever tempted seeing what your back looks like has turned my stomach to ever doing this to another female again. It was never like this, but the thought it could be, never again. Maybe spanking or light bondage but never like this never". I help Ana finish her bath and take her out, drying her gently. I walk over to my medicine cabinet and see this cream, gently apply it to the lashes. "It might sting a bit but it will help. Keep them uncovered. They need the air to help with the swelling and to close properly. Gail and Taylor know only too well what these type of wounds are from. I understand now why Taylor left your meeting with Flynn the way he did. I would have punched a wall and destroyed the room. Its taking everything in me not to kill someone for this baby. I hate you are hurt". I kiss her back where there is no wounds, which was hard to find. "Christian I don't want you feeling guilt over this, please. I told you so we are open with each other not to add guilt to you. I love you way too much to do this". "I know love, I know I am not angry at you, just Jose and the situation. You are so strong and brave, I love that about you. Now I was in your closet and I don't think much will fit you, so I will Carolyn Acton to come and take your measurements now and arrange loose stretchy clothing until our babies are born. But I found a loose fit maxi dress that should fit OK and allow your back to breath". I walk over and get a pair of cotton panties because lace or silk is not best right now, and the dress. I help her into the panties and dress. I then take a towel and slowly dry her hair. I don't want to use a blow dryer as not to hurt her back. I comb through her hair until it is slightly damp. All the while I am massaging her scalp and combing her hair I hear sighs of pleasure. "Don't go to sleep, mom should be here very soon love". She nods and continues to relax.