Fifty Shades After

Chapter 32

Ana POV

We are in Carrick's office Flynn, Taylor and I, getting ready to document what has happened to me over the past year. I am not looking forward to this. I am not sure Taylor should hear this because I know he feels guilt over this, but I can't stand for Christian or anyone else knowing either. I don't understand why someone needs to be here but I will do as asked. Taylor is sitting beside me and I plan on using his strength to get me through this. 

"OK Ana are you ready? You do not need to go into specific details, like daily occurrences more the broad strokes of what was done to you. Specific acts or abuses. We can go over the rest in therapy but just what we need to secure charges against him". I take a deep breath and Flynn presses the record button. 

"Since I was taken from the bar Fifty's just over a year ago, I have suffered severe abuse, physical, emotional and sexual. I have been raped multiple times a day for the majority of the year. I have been collared, sodomized, urinated on, beaten, whipped. In the beginning of my capture, I tried multiple times to escape, only to be caught, denied food, beaten with a metal rod. When Jose Rodriguez got tired of this not working to break my streak of escapes, he began having others used me in the most vile ways. Men, women it didn't matter to him. I will admit he allowed my son Theodore Raymond Grey to live and gave him to his father, but after his birth he used them as a constant threat to make me listen and obey. He threatened their lives multiple times a day if I did not listen or do as he said. Three weeks after I gave birth to my son, Jose resumed raping me on a daily basis and impregnated me just after. It was his mission to do this to make me listen and obey. His plan was for us to move to Canada where he already has a photo gallery established with a female partner, whom I do not know the name, and force me into marrying him using the life of my child to keep me complacent. I asked him multiple times to release me, I wouldn't even tell the authorities but he just laughed stating once I got the rich boy completely out of my mind, I would find my love for him. This is a man I knew from college, and saw as a brother. I had informed him prior I had no romantic feelings at all for him but he refused to listen. He let his jealously of Christian Grey warp his mind. I believe this man to be psychotic and a sadist. This was premeditated and planned to detail. We first stayed at Lincoln Timber warehouse until the birth of my son. Then we moved to a old lumber mill in Montesano until he took us to see his father. We were to begin our journey to Canada within a week. My father was called to The Rodriguez home by Jose Rodriguez Sr who was unaware of what his son had done. My father managed to get me away and after we left I contacted the authorities as well as my sons father Christian Grey, to be examined by Dr Grace Trevelyn Grey".

As I finish up I look at Taylor looks pissed and Flynn is just astounded. "Dr Flynn are we finished here"? Taylor asked. He nods yes and Taylor takes off slamming the door behind him. "Ana I would give him a little while. I understand you and him developed a relationship like brother/sister and to hear that happen to someone he cares about...." I sigh and begin to cry. I don't mind being pregnant but the hormones are a bitch. "Doc could you ask Grace to come in here please"? He nods and leave the room after slightly squeezing my shoulder. "Also could you check on Jason, I don't want him upset". "Of course Ana, don't feel guilty. He was here as a witness because he also witnessed the photographs. Give him a little time please". He walks out and moments later Grace walks in. "Ana are you OK"? "No mom, I'm not. I hurt Jason, him hearing me recount the basics of what happened to me. He stormed out of here and its my fault. What can I do? I don't want anyone to know what happened, I am ashamed and disgusted by it all. Why me mom? Why"? I can't hold on to the tears anymore. Grace takes me into her arms and just lets me cry. "Its OK baby girl, it is. I don't know what GOD has in store for you, but what trials HE has placed before you have made you stronger. You are already an amazing mother, look at what you did just for Teddy to survive and what you gave up for him to be safe. To also carry the children of the man who hurt you but not hold any ill feelings against them, not many women could do that. You are so much more than you think and I thank GOD everyday that Christian found you and loves you like he does. Now lets go out to the living room, check on Jason and get something to eat because, my dear for being almost 5 months pregnant with twins you are too skinny. Didn't that man feed you"? "Yeah a couple of times a week but I tried to squirrel some bread to eat when he wouldn't feed me". "Well now that I am here, we will get you properly fatten up. I asked cook to make Gail's homemade Chicken and Dumplings. I know it might be a little heavy, just eat as much as you can until you get used to eating again. Now I will let Christian know not to pressure you to eat a lot, I know how he is but it will take some time dear".