Naive

x.18

A LOT OF THINGS ARE GOING TO BE REVEALED IN THIS CHAPTER. SO DON'T SKIP ANY WORDS!!

Ever since I saw my father in prison and watching him leave me again. It put me in a sad mental state, and even though I knew he wouldn't leave me if he had the choice, it still sucked watching him walk away from my life yet again.

Also, I just found out that I was pregnant, I was definitely going through it. My mom set up an appointment, so I can find out how far long I am and if the baby is healthy and everything. I honestly don't know how I will bring a baby into this world.

I was also terrified on how Caleb would react when I tell him, hopefully he would be happy.

As much as I wasn't in the mood to go to school, I knew that I should go since I missed a lot of days. So I got up and quickly did my morning hygiene routine, and after I got out the shower and moisturized my body. I put on some black sweats and matched it off with a black hoodie and I put on some black and white high top vans.

I went downstairs and my mom wasn't home, so I just assumed that she left to work earlier than usual. I grabbed my fruits and put them in my bag and left outside and walked over to Jordan's parked car.

I opened the car door and got inside and set my bag on my lap.

"Hey Jordan." I said giving him a smile.

He nodded his head over at me. At this moment, I knew that my mother told him that I had to tell him something.

"Anything you gotta tell me?" He asked me not driving yet.

"Yeah I actually do.." I said playing with my hand trying to stop them from shaking.

"Yeah, I heard. Mom told me, so wassup?"

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. "I really don't want to tell you."

"Asia, tell me."

My eyes were still closed and I could already feel the tears threatening to release from my eyes as I shook my head. "I don't want too."

He turned and faced me and held out his hands out to mine gripping them.

"Asia what you need to tell me?"

I wiped the tears from my face and quickly did a mental prayer to god. "Promise me you won't get mad."

"I can't promise some I don't know Asia. Forreal stop playing and tell me."

"Okay well.. You remember the guy Caleb?"

"Mhm."

"Well, me and him are dating."

"Asia, ain't I tell you not to talk to that nigga?"

"But Jordan I really do like him."

"That's all you wanted to tell me?"

"No there's more."

"There's more?! What else you need to tell me Asia."

"Um well.." I said bouncing my leg up and down. "I'm... um... I'm... I'm pregnant."

He pulled his hands away from me and just stared at me.

I didn't dare to look at him, because I knew if staring could kill. I would be dead.

"Asia what did you just say?" He said raising his voice.

"I said I'm preg-"

"No, I heard what the fuck you said! Are you fucking crazy? I tell you not to go date some nigga, and next thing you know you out here pregnant?"