Naive

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After leaving Caleb's house, I used my tank top to stop my nose from bleeding. I could feel my eyes becoming red as I walked over back to my house.  I didn't want to ride the bus since I was too embarrass to sit around other people looking the way I did. 

Since Caleb house was kinda far from mines, it took a good 30 minute to get there. By the time I got over to my house, my nose stopped bleeding but some of the left over blood dried up.

When I got there, my mother was there cooking up some food. I tried to speed walk to my room to clean myself up, but I heard my mother calling me and I cursed under my breath, before walking over to the kitchen.

Before I could say anything, she instantly ran over to me and checked my face.

"What happened to you?" She said checking my nose.

I broke down crying, I was sick and tired of lying to her. So I just had to tell her everything that been happening to me.

We both walked over to the couch at the living room and I told her everything, from the first time we met at the club to when he first hit him and then what happened today.

"Why haven't you told me?" She said as her eyes got watery. She said cleaning my nose and wiping the dry blood off it.

I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know, I just thought I really loved him and I didn't want you guys to judge him."

"Look what he did to your face. You are not killing that baby, you laid on your back to have a baby so you are gonna lay down and push it out."

"But mama he said that he is going to kill me and the baby if he sees that I'm still pregnant."

She sighed. "He's not going to do anything, trust me."

"I'm scared. He's really dangerous."

"I'm gonna need to call Jordan." She said getting up and wiping her hands on her apron and pulling out her phone from her pouch.

I stood up to my feet. "Ma, no! Jordan is already mad at me already."

"Asia, I am going to tell him. I'm done with keeping Jordan in the dark and he has the right to know."

"I guess." I said.

After getting on the phone with Jordan, my mom began telling him everything.

"Jordan, you gonna need to come here right now."

"It's a long story, I'm going to tell you it when you get here."

"Yes it's about Asia."

"Alright, get here quickly."

I sighed before sitting back on my couch and waited for Jordan to come.

About 10 minutes later, Jordan came in confused as hell.

"What's going on?"

"Asia, you're gonna be the one who's gonna tell him."

He went over to the couch and sat besides me. "What else more do you gotta tell me?" He sighed.

I told him the story that I told my mom and I watched as he clenched his jaws every time I told him that he hit him and about him having a whole other family.

"I'mma get his ass. I promise you that."

"He also told me that if I don't abort the baby he's going to kill me."

"You ain't killing nothing, he ain't gonna do shit."

"Can we just leave him alone please." I told him, I still had feeling for him so I didn't want anything to happen to him.