Naive

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LUCAS

It was the next morning and I was sitting on the edge of the bed with my hands over my face, while Asia was in the shower.

I was so stressed because after me and Asia did what we did, and I went to go dispose the used condom, I noticed that it was broken and I wasn't sure if I busted inside of her, or if it broke after I pulled out.

I really didn't wanna tell her because I didn't want her to be stressing out, so that got me stressed. I know that I want to have kids, but definitely not now. I know that Asia is somebody that I wanna be with for the rest of my life, but we have the rest of our life and I didn't want a baby to ruin that.

"Are you okay?" Asia asked getting out of the bathroom and sitting besides me putting on lotion.

"Yeah. Yeah, I was just over thinking."

"Over thinking what?"

"Nothing important."

"Lucas, if you need to tell me anything, don't hesitant okay?" She held onto my hand. "I'm your girlfriend and I don't want you to feel like you can't tell me things."

"It ain't nothing about you, it's me, but you don't gotta worry about it."

"Alright if you say so." She said putting on her jeans. She quickly put her shirt over her head and then started heading downstairs.

"Where you going?"

She came back into the room, "I'm going to see my parents."

"Dang, without giving me a kiss?"

She giggled, "Sorry." She walked over to me and wrapped her arms around my neck and gave me a kiss on the lips.

"Anotha one."

She smacked her lips, "Boy if you don't getcho.."

"C'mon stop playing."

"You gonna make me late." She whined but still leaned in and gave me a kiss in the lips.

"You can go now." I pinched her butt.

"So aggy, can't deal with you." She said but laughed and walked out the room.

I laughed and also got up and went to take a shower, after putting on some fresh clothes.

I haven't spoken to my mom in a good minute, so I pulled out my phone to hit her up.

"Hey my non existing son."

"I'm sorry ma, I just been busy. How you been though?"

"Um... I actually tell you something and I didn't know when to tell you, so is today a good day for you?"

"Yeah of course, when do you want me to come by?"

"I'm free all day."

"Aight, I'm heading there now."

"I'll see you then, I love you."

"I love you too ma." And with that I ended the call and went over to the house.

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ASIA

"The queen is back." I sang as I walked through the house and the smell of my mom amazing food radiated off the house and that automatically made my stomach growl.

"Where are you mom?"

"I'm in the kitchen." She yelled out.

I happily walked over to the kitchen and gave my mom a hug.