Naive

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ASIA

I laid in the bed, cuddling with the bed sheets as Lucas walked in with a bowl of soup and he set it down besides the bed.

"You need to eat something babe."

"Anything that I eat, doesn't stay down and I'm just gonna throw it back up."

"You haven't ate in almost 2 days though." He said sitting on the edge of the bed besides me.

He grabbed the bowl of soup and took a scoop of it and blew on it and attempted to give it to me, but I moved my head to the side and shook my head no.

"I don't want it. I don't like the feeling of throwing up."

He sighed, "Please." He said trying to feed me again, I just decided to sit up as he fed me.

"You feel better?" He asked and I just shrugged my shoulders.

"You think you're pregnant?" He said feeding me another scoop of soup.

"There's no way I can be pregnant, we've used condoms every single time."

He didn't say anything, so I raise my eyebrows. "Right...?"

"I mean we did.. but it br-"

"What are you trying to say?"

"Remember your birthday like a month and a half ago? Well, after we did it, I went to throw away the condom and I saw that there a was a hole. But I don't know if it broke while we were doing it, or after I pulled out."

"And why didn't you think to tell me?" I nearly yelled.

"Because..."

I kissed my teeth and rubbed my hands over my face.. "Oh my gosh. I could have easily taken a morning after pill!"

"You don't want to have a baby with me?"

"I do... I am just scared... You already know what happened when I first got pregnant. I'm just scared that's gonna happen again."

His face softened and he grabbed and sat me on his lap. "Don't think about the negative. We can't control what happens to the baby, but hopefully it is a healthy baby."

I jerked my head back, "First of all, how you know I'm pregnant anyways?"

"There's only one way to find out." He sat me back on the bed, "I'm going to the pharmacy to get a pregnancy test."

"Alright."

"Do you want me to bring you back some food?"

"No, can you just make me some when you come back?"

"Aight." He came over to me and gave me a kiss on the lips before departing.

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LUCAS

After doing the last two drops for Brandon, I was able to pay off all and future medical expenses for my mom. And even though, she keeps asking me how I was able to pay it off, I didn't want to tell her because I didn't want her to be bugging me about how dangerous it can be.

I also didn't tell Asia as well because I know she would flip out, I pulled over to Duane Reade and I went over to the health sections and grabbed one of the more expensive tests so that we could get a more accurate test.

In the aisle, I saw Kayla walking in which made me roll my eyes and I tried to hurry up, so I can up and leave and pray that she doesn't notice me.

"Hey Lucas, funny seeing your here huh?" She said flipping her hair behind her shoulder.

I just nodded my head at her and took 3 more tests just incase.