Ella's P.O.V
I slid on my outfit for the routine and motioned Aaliyah over to help me with my makeup. She was finishing up when a blonde, short girl walked in. "Are you new here?" Aaliyah looked her up and down. She's not good with new girls. "Oh- uh yeah. I'm Kassi" She says and we both just nod before leaving the dressing room. Yeah, I still worked at the club. It's something I love doing and Sammy never minds. Stass quit a couple weeks ago so it was just Aaliyah and I. Wait a second, I thought. I swear the guy we just passed was Julio. I whipped around to confirm and sure enough, in the flesh. "Julio? What're you doing here?" I say over the music. "Ella, hey! I'm just here for my girlfriend, Kassi" He said. I laughed a little. "Have you met her?" He asked. "Yeah, yeah. She seems nice" I nod and wave as Aaliyah drags me toward the stage.
Once I was finished and packed up I waved to Aaliyah and Nate, who had been working here to make some extra money. "Toodles" I yelled as I left. I was immediately pulled back as I left the door. "What would the press say if they knew you still worked here" Jack smirked as he let go of my wrist. Asswipe. "What do you want Gilinsky" I rolled my eyes as he stepped closer. "Let's hang out. Right now" He smiled a goofy smile that only he could pull off. "I have a fiance to get home to actually" I turned around. "Ella, please. Tell him you're with Aaliyah. I just need like an hour and a half. I swear" Gilinsky begged. Why'd I always fall for this. "Fine." I sighed and texted Sammy. He smiled and led me to his car. "How long were you out there anyway?" I asked as I got in the passanger side. "Like 15 minutes" He shrugged and I laughed.
As we drove off I got a call from my agent. "Hey, whats up?" I asked. "Ella, you are the new face of Under The Moon! Congrats!" My agent squealed. "I- I- thank you!" I smiled. "I'll see you Tuesday at 3" She said and hung up. "What was that?" Jack glanced over. "You'll see i-" before I could finish his phone rang. He picked it up. "Hey Joe... wait- really? Yeah, yeah, thank you so much" He beamed as he ended the call. "We need to celebrate!" He cheered as he drove toward a Mc Donalds. I laughed.
We hopped out of the car and into the Mc Donalds. "On me, go big" He ushered me to order. I chuckled and we ordered our food. "Mom- mom- that's them!" I heard someone say behind us as we waited for our food. "Go ask for a picture then!" A lady whisper yelled. "Um excuse me, hi. Uh- can I take a picture with you guys?" A girl, probably around 12 or 13, asked. "Of course!" I smiled and she stood inbetween Jack and I with our arms around her. "Thank you!" She smiled as her and her mother rushed out with their food. "That's still so weird" I smile. "I think it suits you. You're good with fans" Jack looked down at me and I shrugged.
We got our food and sat down at a table. I knew someone would post some picture of us and everyone would go crazy but I was actually enjoying myself. "Ella, I really do miss being around you" Jack says as we throw our trash away. "Yeah, me too. When you aren't an asshole." I smile. He chuckled and we got in his car. "I- I miss doing this" Jack suddenly leaned in and pressed our lips together. I didn't know what to do and for a moment I kissed back. Sammy snapped into my head and I pulled back.
"I'm - I'm engaged. I can't" I said and looked down. If you can't Ella, why do you want to do it again? "Yeah, I'm sorry" Jack sighed. He dropped me off at the club to get my own car. "Bye Ell" He smiled. "Bye Gilinksy" I got in my car and we went our seperate ways. As soon as I walked in I was greeted with "Baby? You home?" Sammy popped his head out from the staircase. "Hey" I smiled and hugged him. "You smell like a guy" He pulled back and looked at me. "Aaliyah's roomate is a guy so their whole house kind smells like a guy" I shrugged and walked past him, upstairs. "Oh alright" He nodded and followed me. "Oh! I got the part" I smiled as we got into our room. "You did! That's - good?" He laughed. "Yeah, I'm excited" I kicked off my shoes.
"But Jack-" He started. "We're civil" I smile. He chuckles. I grab one of his shirts and change into it. "Mhh I'm tired" I groan and lay down. "I know what will wake you up" He smirked. His hands rubbed up and down my thighs and I giggled. He started to tug on my clothes but my mind kept going back to Jack. "Hey baby?" I said. "Hm?" He barely glanced up as he continued kissing on my neck. "Can we save this for another night? I'm so worn out" I pouted. "Please babygirl" He groaned. "I just can't tonight" I said, attempting to push him off. "How about now?" Sammy smirked, placing a finger inside of me.
"Sammy. Not tonight" I said firmly. "Only I can boss you around" He groaned, pumping his finger. "Sammy stop!" I yelled and pushed him off. "What?" He put his hands up in defense. "I said I didn't want to and you still did that!" I huffed and got up, grabbing a sweatshirt and leggings. I throw his shirt off and put on the leggings and sweatshirt. "I have needs too, Ella" He squinted his eyes. I know I haven't been the most attentive sexually (being that we haven't done anything in almost three months) but I did love him. He knew that. "Whatever. I'm going for a drive" I said and slammed the door.
Where was I going? I didn't really know. I figured I'd get some coffee and cool off before I went home. It was just- irritating. I grabbed an iced coffee and twiddled with the straw as I sat in the parking lot. I thought about the movie and my role. After I had drank about half of the coffee I decided to go home. I had made up my mind. No more Jack. I'm happy with Sammy. He loves me and I love him and we were going to get married in just a few months. I'm content. So I smiled to myself and drove home.
I stopped when I saw a white car in my spot. "Does he always have to invite Nate over" I groaned as I began walking up to the door. But that's when I realized, that "Nate's" car had a pink, plush, ball hanging from its mirror. My head began to pound. I unlocked the door and scattered up the stairs. My knees felt weak. Thud. I took a deep breath. I reached my hand out to the door knob. I knew what came next. Thud. I opened the door and- Amarie? Jack's ex "girlfriend" was bouncing on top of my fiance. "Well fuck. Plot twist" I mumbled. "Ella!" Amarie swung herself off of him. "I guess I really thought you were in love with me. Instead you're a standardless asshole." I shrugged. I wasn't even crying, I was just so used to being discarded.
"Ell, I- I just was you know- filling my needs when you weren't" Sammy tried to take the blame off of him. "That's why you have a hand. You were just being a mindless prick, actually. Hey, I hope you're happy." I pulled the engagement ring off my finger and set it on the nightstand. Sammy struggled for words before saying "Ella. Don't be like that. We can work on this. Fix it" He jumped out of the bed as I grabbed my suitcase. "I didn't know anything was broken" I scoffed and threw some of my clothes in along with my makeup, shoes, and other things like my passport. He was quiet and Amarie sat next to him, as if waiting for me to leave so they could continue. I rolled my eyes and left.
When I began driving, again, I realized I had no clue where to go. I could go to Jack's but then he'd just rub in how right he was. I could go to Natasha's but I knew she was already tired from little Alex running around and the little girl in her stomach. I weighed over all my options. I finally decided on Jack's. At least it'd just be him. I sped up and flew right into his driveway. In fact, I was eager to see him. I knocked twice but their was no answer. I realized it was late and he was most likely asleep. So, I pulled the spare key out from under the tiny rock by his door and crept in. Annnnddd I was an idiot.
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