50 Shades Without You

Chapter 7

Ella's P.O.V

Jack, Nate, Gabriel, and a few other guys decided to go out tonight. I was bored at home and scrolling through snapchat when I clicked on Nates, the video wasn't focused on Jack but I could still see him next to Gabriel with a girl throwing it back on him. I bit the corner of my mouth and let out a sigh. My chest hurt. Whatever, not like were together. I decided today would be the day I go make ammends with Sammy. I slid on some joggers and a crop top. Okay, Ella, you can do it. When I did finally get to his door I stood there for a few minutes. I didn't wanna get back together but it was time we talked. 

I knocked twice before the door flung open and Sammy's eyes widened in surprise. "Ell? Hi!" A smile started to form on his face. He was a mess. His hair messy and the blonde fading, bags under his eyes, and a baggy tee with sweats. "Hey, can we talk?" I crack my knuckles nervously. "Of course" He nodded anxiously and let me in. At least his house wasn't in shambles. "What'd Jack do?" He chuckled and I rolled my eyes. "First off, we're not together, second, I'm here to talk about us" I said and sat down. You could see his eyes lighten up "You want me back?" He began to smile until I said. "No, I- no. I want to be friends, we do still have the same friends" and his face fell. "I can work with friends" He nods. "Good, go shower or something. Were all hanging out tomorrow" I smiled and lightly hit his forehead. "But promise me something" Sammy said before I could get up.

I tilted my head a bit. "If you and Jack become a thing and he hurts you, you won't go back to him" He stuck his pinky out. "Deal." I wrapped my pinky around his and got up. He hugged me tightly and I laughed. "See you Sam" I said and left. I needed that. I checked snapchat again, hoping I wouldn't be disappointed. Johnson had snapped me a video of Gilinsky with the girl on his lap, grinding and it seemed like sucking on his neck and said 'i felt like you should know, just in case you guys are a thing or whatever'. My mouth went dry. I didn't really have anywhere else to go. I grabbed a bottle of liqour, chugged it, and walked up to pack my stuff. He'd be just as mad if I went out and did that- wait. That's exactly what'll do. I texted Aaliyah to get ready, were going out. 

We got to the nearest club and automatically had drinks sent us from some random guy. Perfect. After two shots we went over to thank him. He introduced himself as David. After a few more shots we decided to dance. I was grinding on him as the music played. David seemed like he came from money due to the rolex sitting on his wrist. "What do you do?" I ask over the music. "Oh, a buisness owner of a sort" He responds. I nodded and turned back to dancing. Aaliyah was dancing with some girls and she flipped her camera onto me as she laughed and jumped around. About five minutes later my phone ringed with Jack's name. I pulled out of the crowd for a moment. "Hello?" I said. "Where are you? Why are you fucking grinding on some guy?" He growled. A smirk slid on my face. "Were just dancing Gilinsky" I said nonchalantly, slurring a bit. "And you're drunk? You're just letting him take advantage of you!?" He practically yelled. I rolled my eyes. 

"You were dry fucking some girl and I can't go out and dance?" I huffed. "Come home." He growled again. "You probably have your whore there so I don't know" I said, satisfied. "Ella. Come home, now." He said. I smiled and hung up. "Let's go" I yelled to Aaliyah and she followed me out. I got home, sloppily taking my shoes off. "I'm sorry" Jack sighed. "For?" I scrunched my eyebrows together. "Not telling Hailee to get off me and yelling at you" He said from the couch. "Hm, Hailee. That's a pretty name" I unzip my dress as I head toward Jack's room. I trip over the stairs and fall. "Ugh" I mumble. Jack smiles and come to help me. 

"I got ittt" I yell dramatically and crawl up the stairs. "Baby, lemme help you" He chuckles. "Jack, I wanna be with you" I blurt. My hand goes over my mouth as I realize what I said. Oops. "Me too, but we'll talk about it when you aren't drunk" He says and smiles. "But I'm scared" I groaned as he picked me up and brought me to the room. "Of?" He asks. "You doing the same thing Sammy did" I say and try to squirm out of my dress. He helps me pull it off, leaving me in my underwear and a bra. "You know I wouldn't, I love you" He said as he pulled me under the covers. "Goodnight Gilinsky" I mumble as I fall asleep.