Why must she feel this way...

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-Chris's POV-
Driven insane from the metal chairs, the hospital smell combing my nostrils.
As me and the girl I loved stayed seated for five hours in the hospital corridor.
I saw a doctor walk past me,
"E-excuse me"
The doctor stopped,
"Any news about the Hannah?" I said, my eyes practically begging for a little in sight to what was going on.
"We have her hooked up to an IV, we are currently giving her a blood transfusion as she lost a lot of blood,"
"H-how long will it take?"
"A couple hours. Maybe if she was so irresponsible with her self harming addiction-
"She doesn't have a self harm addiction." I said giving him a evil glare.
"It don't look like it to us"
"Fuck you" I spat.
Elise put her hand over mine, instantly calming me down.
"As I was saying, if your friend actually thought about what she was doing she wouldn't have cut so high above her arm. And maybe you wouldn't have to wait as long and or be in this position"
"She didn't think about what she was doing because her goal was to die you son of a-
"Chris- leave it," said Elise.
I sighed and sat back down, Elise rested her head on my chest as I sat weakly in the metal chair.
The doctor headed back to his office.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"4am"
"Babe, you should probably head home, I'll wrap this up here, you Ho get some sleep"
"No, it's fine I'll stay"
"Your exhausted baby, look I'll call you a taxi"
"No, I wanna stay with you, I wanna see her"
"My mom left hours ago you should have left with her" I yawned.
"We can sleep later. I just want to make sure she is okay, besides being alone in a situation like this is the worst feeling in the world"
"Of course, your sister she-
"Been there, done that. I do t want you breaking down like I did"
"What did you do?" I wrapped my arm around her.
"Things I regret"
I kissed the top of her head.
My eyes could barely stay open. Them slowly shutting until I fell at rest.
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"Chris"
"Chris, hey, hey"
I shot up awake.
"She's been put in a ward, this way"
I weakly Rose go my feet and followed Elise tiredly.
I looked into the dark room.
Hannah hooked up with wires, tubes, and she lay like she was on her death bed.
Which made my heart shatter,
I held her hand.
Her skin cold as ice. my skin touching here made my breath hitch.
Life touching lifeless.
Man touching corpse.
I took off my hoodie and placed it over the fine bedsheets.
Elise turned up the heater and dimmed the light even more.
Hannah's eyebrows frowned as she reached slight consciousness.
"H-Hannah" I said softly,
"Why am I here?"
"You tried to commit suicide darling"
"I know." She said emotionless.
Tears welled up,
"Why would you wanna leave. Your so young"
"I want it to stop, I- I can't get it out of up here." She began to cry.
Pointing to her head.
She looked over at the mirror. Seeing her reflection.
"Does mommy know?"
"She came as soon as she heard. But couldn't stay"
"Good"
"Hannah-
"I don't want her to see me like this"
I nodded understanding the situation.
"Are you in pain my darling?" I asked biting my nails.
She nodded,
"I'll go fetch you some water."
I came over to Hannah and wrapped my arms around her loosely so I don't hurt her,
Kissing her forehead,
"Your worth so much more to me than a rape victim you understand me?"
She nodded as tears streamed down her cheeks.
"I'll go phone mom, want me to say anything"
"That I love her and I'm sorry"
"Alright"

-Elise's POV-

I stood up as Chris left and sat on the end of the bed.
"Who found me?"
"I did" I said silently.
She looked down.
"I'm sorry I caused you trouble"
"You never did, come here"
I said lying next to her brining her next to me,
"Was Chris angry when he seen me?"
"No why would he be angry"
"We never got along before he began touring. I guess it's just sibling things, but it hurt."
"What would he say?"
"He didn't mean any of it, but when he gets stressed with the band, he'll get angry with me, and it hurt cause I knew I would only see him a couple times a year and he's my best friend."
"brothers and sisters fight a lot but in reality it's because they care about each other. Chris was so worried about you, just as much as I was. It would tear him apart,if you left"
"He was torn up when you left." She said sadly.
"I know he was" I sighed,
"Elise?"
"Hmm?"
"I tried before"
"What?"
"Killing myself, I attempted weeks ago"
"Darling-
"The reason why I wasn't dead weeks ago was because, you made it hard for me to leave"
I bit my lip as tears streamed down my cheek.
" I love you, you know that right?"
"Of course, and Elise?"
"Yeah?"
"We're best friends right?"
"Of course we are"
She lay contently as she rested her head on my stomach.
"You like the sister I never had"
I combed my fingers through her hair,
"Things will get better. I'll make sure of that. Even if it kills me."

Hey guys
Hope you enjoyed this chapter.
I'm on a good mod despite still being in pain.
I hope your all okay.
There is actually a lesson or meaning behind this chapter.
Which I have thought about often.
I know a lot who have siblings may mistreat them.
May be mean or harsh to them.
But in reality one day, you will have to face deaths in the family.
And your siblings are all you'll have left.
So don't leave them on the wrong terms.
You'll regret it in the future.
Comment what you think!
Seeya

I love you guys.
Gem
Xxxx

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