Imperfect (arrow based)

Fighting

I start to roll around and try to get comfortable again, doesn't work. I eventually got up and walked over to Oliver. I checked the charts. Everything looked the same.

"Please keep fighting babe. I know we, you can get through this. I need you here. I don't care if you we up and are mad at me. I just want to see your eyes open." I stop and look at him.

"Well I am gonna go home and shower." I tell him as I fix his hair and then grab my bag and go.

I get into the car and drive home. I played my playlist and sung to it like I normally would.

I get home and collapse onto the couch. Oh home sweet home. I lay on the couch for a good half hour. Then I got up and went to the bathroom and turned on the shower. I stripped and got into the shower. I did a little dance because I couldn't get the right temperature. Either colder than Antarctica or hotter than Jensen Ackles. Could find a Dylan O'brien temperature. I wash my face then my hair and then my body. I check to see had badly I need to shave my armpits and legs. Pretty bad. So I find my razor and start shaving. After I finish that I get out, put my hair up in a towel, and one around my body. I turn on my hair dryer and put it towards the mirror to get rid of the steam. Once I do that I look at myself for a few seconds. I grab a tissue and my coconut oil and wipe off my raccoon eyes from my mascara. (Actually works) I then put my hair down spray some straighten spray and then brush from the ends to the top. I then walk over to my bedroom and find an outfit. Something's cute, comfy, and casual. I find white on white converse, black jean shorts, black lace bralet, and a pink stripe oversized tee. I dry my hair and put it into two messy space buns. I look in my full body mirror and see how it looks. Have to say I think it looks pretty tumblr. I go to the kitchen and grab a water bottle, purse, and my keys. I leave, turn off the lights, lock the door, and head to my car. Today is a me day. I am going to the public library and get things done. Hopefully. I get into my car and get going. I first stop at Dunn Brothers to get a smoothie and a pistachio muffin. Then I head back to my car and drive to the library. I get there and I go to the most popular book shelf and grab a couple of them. I found Everything Everything which is one of my all time favorites and I find a few others. I find a empty table to sit at, plug in my headphones and start reading. I look up ever once in awhile to see if anything new is there. Nothing has changed so I go back to reading. I finish the book in 3 hours and then started another one. 

After a few more hours I got up and returned the books and found a few more. Then I remembered I have a series to start. I got them when I went shopping with Felicity and I haven't touched them. I checked out the ones I found and headed home. As I pull into the apartment complex I see Digs car. I walk to his car and knock on the window, Diggle rolls it down.

"What'cha doing here?" I ask him.

"Making sure you're safe." He says.

"Come in." I say opening his door, he complies. Diggle and I walk up to my place and open the door. I walk in and shut the door behind us.

"Mac and cheese good?" I ask him, he nods.

"So where were you?" Diggle asks.

"Library." I say getting out a pot and filling it with water.

"Do you have nothing better to do than to follow me around?" I ask him.

"It was a promise to Oliver I made and I will keep." John says.

"Can you let me in on this promise?" I ask.

"We you got taken Oliver was lost. I told him that it would never happen again. I know you can handle yourself but I have to make sure that doesn't happen again."

"Oliver was lost without me?" I ask.

"I have never seen him like that before, so vulnerable." Diggle says. It leaves me speechless. I didn't know Oliver could ever been in that state. I can't imagine him like that.

"I never knew that." I say slowly. I turn around and see the water is boiling. I pour in the noodles and starts the timer.

"Well Oliver was never one to share." Dig says crossing his arms and leaning against the counter.

"True. Want a drink?" I ask Dig as I dig around in the fridge.

"Sure." He says. I grab him a water bottle and hand it to him. I go back to the stove and stir the noodles.

"Do you think Oliver will come out of a coma?" I ask Dig.

"Yes, don't you?" He asks.

"Yeah but I feel like it's gonna be forever and then when he does wake up I don't know if he heard what I said." I say. Diggle looks a little confused.

"I was trying to figure out how I should tell him and then I said it out loud."

"You don't know?" Diggle asks.

"Well I asked Barry what he could hear and he said he could hear some things. Therefore I don't know what he has heard." I say.

"Do you want him to have heard you?" Dig asks.

"I think so because I am scared of what his face would look like. I can't face Oliver when he is disappointed." I say stirring the noodles.

"Lexi you will have to tell him. Even if he knows he might not tell you. If you don't tell him again then he might not trust you. Want me to drain the noodles?" Diggle asks.

"Sure if you want to." I say. Diggle turns off the stove, picks up the pot, and walks over to the sink. I mix in the butter, milk, cheese packet, and some real cheese. I then grab some bowls and divide it evenly among Dig and I. I get some silverware and get seated on the couch, Dig follows.

"American Picker good?" I ask Dig, he nodded yes.

"Okay." I say grabbing my bowl of food.

We finished eating. Dig was watching the show and I was playing on my phone. I see a box pop up, a text from Felicity. I scream and feel a couple tears fall down my eyes.

"It's Oliver. He is up." I say putting my empty bowl on the table and heading to put my shoes on. Dig does the same.