Imperfect (arrow based)

A coma

Dig is driving and I am gazing out the window.

"Could you drive any slower." I say looking at Dig then back outside. Diggle speeds up. It only take us 13 minutes to get there. I get out of the parked car and run inside. I press in the numbers into the keypad and run down the stairs.

"OLIVER!!" I say as I run and jump into his arms. My legs wrapped around his waist, my arms around his neck, and my lips on his. After our kiss I hide my face into his neck. At this point I am getting Oliver's shirt wet with my tears.  After a few minutes I get down and see Diggle and Felicity watching.

"Can I talk to Oliver in private please?" They both nod and head up stairs.

"Oliver I kissed Barry. I lied to you I know I shouldn't have but I did. I'm sorry. I told Barry that things with him wouldn't work because I am in love with you. I got caught up in the moment and then I realized what was happening and then I pulled away." I say fast. I wait for Oliver to respond, he doesn't. The silence is enough to kill me. Oliver looks at the tears rolling down my face.

"I thought you were different. I thought you wanted us. I thought you wanted me." Oliver says.

"I do Oliver. I would do anything for you." I say. I don't want to hear the next words because i'm scared to what it will come out.

"I love you Lexi. But I need some time to think about this, about us." Oliver says.

"Are we taking a break?" I ask, Oliver nods yes. I grab my bag and walk past him and up the stairs. That's exactly what I didn't want to happen. I get in my car and drive home.

I get home and changed into different clothes. I turn on soe Supernatural and read. I do whatever I can to keep my mind off of Oliver. He is the last thing I want to think about.

He needs time. What me telling him in a coma wasted enough time. I had to wait all that time for home to tell me that he needs time and that we are taking a break. Oliver and I aren't the type to take a break. We are the people that are around each other all the time. I don't even know what I am gonna do with all this new free time. Tomorrow I get to spend my birthday by myself. The first year I won't have my brother here to celebrate it with me.

After a couple hours of Supernatural and reading I decided to give myself a little spa day. I got all kinds of things out. I got out lotion, face mask, hair masks, gel nail kit, candles, and some apple juice. I'm not that much into wine and the last time I had it I was with Oliver. I put my hair up and put on the face mask. I then removed my nail polish and started trying to figure out how it worked. I got it to work and I did that. After that I looked for a movie to watch on Netflix. I found one of my favorites, Mean Girls. I sat down and got comfy. I shortly soon fell asleep.