Imperfect (arrow based)

Jared

Oliver and I have been watching Supernatural all day. I think at even at some point today Ollie got scared. I mean I have seen this show too many times to be scared. Today has been good. I don't think brunch went that bad. I mean after I told Ms. Queen about my family that was awkward. But i'm so awkward that it wasn't to bad. Now Ollie and I are cuddling watching Batman.  It's so nice to have Ollie. He wants to help me with my girl thing. It doesn't matter to him that I have it.

"Hey at least we know I'm not pregnant." I say and it got Oliver to take his focus off of Batman.

"What?" Oliver asks confused.

"Never mind. Can we get food?" I say with a giggle.

"Pizza?"

"Pizza." I say and return a smile. Oliver sticks his hand in his pockets and looks for his phone. He can't find it so he asks me.

"Lex can I use your phone?" I nod my head and point to it. It's on the opposite side of the bed.

"You have to get it." I say with a smile. Oliver sits up and starts to climb over me. He has each of his hands next to my arms. His legs do the same. I wrap my arms around his  neck and my legs wrapped around his waist.

"Was this planned?" Oliver asks with a smile.

"I mean it could of. Maybe maybe not." I say as I attach my lips to his. It ends as Oliver reaches for my phone. I watch him turn my phone on and his face goes blank.

"What?" I ask kinda scared to see what he found.

"Lexi who is Jared?" Oliver says as he looks at me with his twinkling eyes. He gets off off me and stands up.

"Lexi please answer me." I look at him.

"My ex boyfriend." I say quietly. Oliver puts my phone down and runs his hands over his face. I sit up and start talking but Oliver turns around.

"Ollie it's nothing I haven't talked to him in days."

"Days Lexi. How many days?" Oliver asks as he turned around and looked at me.

"Like two. Oliver I don't have feelings for him. I have feelings for you." I say as I grab my phone to see what Jared texted. It says Hey Lexi want to meet up?

"Oliver do you really think I would say yes?" really expecting him to say no.

"I guess. I mean why didn't you ever tell me about him?" Oliver asks.

"It never came up. Oliver read our conversation. It's all him asking me if I want to hang out but I say no every time. I told him that I am with someone but he said when it fails he's there. Oliver I wouldn't do that to you. Never. You thinking I would makes me wonder. Are we even right for eachother?" I ask as I get up grab my clothes and walk past Oliver into the bathroom and change. Oliver doesn't respond to my reaction. I collapsed on the bathroom floor. I start sobbing I can see the mascara running down my face. I am waiting for Oliver to do something. I get myself together and get dressed. I fix my make up and I look good. I leave the bathroom and grab my phone from Oliver and walk out. I head to the front door and make sure I have everything. I call a cab and go home.

I get home and change into pajamas. I take off my make up, wash my face, and brush my teeth and hair and head to the kitchn. Thank goodness I have chocolate ice cream. I sit down on my best and take out my nook and start reading Supernatural fanfiction.

An hour later I decided to got to bed. It's currently 10 pm. I feel dead and my cramps aren't helping at all. I get comfy undercovers and plugged my phone in. I closed my eyes but all I could see is Oliver. I am half asleep and i hear BOOM BOOM!!!!! I stand up and go to lock my door but before I can get there I see jared run through my door and pin me down. I'm on the floor trying to get out and i'm yelling stop and he isn't stopping. I see him take out a needle and puts it in my arm. Everything was going blurry and then I was gone. I can't move or see things or hear anything right. All I can do is think. I can't do anything it's like i'm stuck in my head.

  I wake up and each one of my arms are tied to a bedpost and so are my legs. Where the hell am I? All I see is are blank walls. The smell is familiar and I hear a voice. Then I see Jared come in.

"Jared is this because I said no?" I ask scared of what he is gonna do. He comes over to me and puts his hand one me.

"Oh sweetie I ain't gonna do a thang. Or at least not yet. I want you to experience what I did. You are gonna sit here for days and not do a thang. Like when you left me I was all alone. Now you are gonna be alone." Jared says in his weird messed up ways.

It has been a couple hours and now I am in handcuffs so I can eat but not try to escape. I didn't know I caused Jared so much pain. I left because he was sleeping with other girls. He occasionally came home to me. He never was there and when he was he talked like we were friends he wouldn't kiss me, cuddle me, hug me, or even be there.

I hope that you enjoy the book so far. I have had a lot of fun writing. Please comment and all that.