Dr. Lovin

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

Rayne's pov

I thought getting away would make me feel better, but all it did was make me feel worse.

Maybe I overreacted.

Could a man like Kane actually like me?

I was having so many doubts.

One thing was for sure I would never know unless I went back home.

I know Josie would never hurt me.

I don't know why I immediately jumped to that conclusion.

I guess I'm just used to everyone hurting me.

I needed to apologize to her.

I wondered what Kane thought of me?

If he did like me he didn't now.

He probably thought I was crazy.

I didn't blame him what I did was pretty crazy.

I got in my rental car and headed back home.

I needed to make things right.

Josie was like a sister to me, and I just left without even telling her what was wrong.

I was such a fool.

I know she will forgive me she's just that type of person.

Maybe it was time I talked to someone about my insecurity issues.

This was beyond what was normal.

I couldn't live like this anymore.

Hell, this wasn't even living.

I pulled into my driveway and saw Josie sitting in her car.

How long has she been here?

Did she know I was coming home?

I guess it was time to face the music.

I just hoped she didn't hate me.

"Rayne where the hell have you been? You have had me worried sick. Why did you leave like that?"

Leave it to Josie to get straight to the heart of things.

This is what I respected about her.

"I thought you guys were playing a cruel joke on me."

She looked at me in shock.

"Do you truly think that little of yourself?"

"It's from years of being treated like I was dirt. Trust me it wouldn't be the first time someone has made me a joke."

"Oh, honey I would never do that to you. Kane asked for this date. He is really into you."

"I'm sorry I should have known you weren't like that. I guess I ruined everything huh?"

"Kane has called every day asking about you. That boy has it bad."

I couldn't help but smile.

Just like that everything was okay.

Josie let herself into my house and I took everything in.

We ordered a pizza and put Netflix on and just talked.

I missed Josie I was never going to act like that again.

I also had to admit that hearing Kane liked me made me feel all giddy.

He was going to be the next person I apologized to.

Who knows maybe he was different.

I was going to give him the chance to find out.