I'm wreck, I can't eat, sleep and thinking like a normal human. My mind is somewhere on the space where nobody can hide me. I'll waiting for him in HIS home with my stuffs. I'm standing across mirror and I can't believe what this situation done with me ; sack under the eyes, my hair looks like shit and my body is tiny and without life. I called to him but I got sms from him he'll in home tomorrow. Only hours is beetween us to say goodbye in the hardest way ; without feelings. I called to Matt to pick up from here and I started pack my stuffs to boxes remembering all memories on the photos, videos and heart. In this last were the most strongest.
The next morning I got up early to get ready I took the shower, dry my hair and make my makeup. All my stuffs are under the door and I'm only waiting for him. The clock is ticking in the rhythm of my heart and it's killed me because it's long passes. Finally I heard when the door open and he was smiled ear to ear. If I could I can kill him right now. I'm sitting watching on the window
-"Hi baby"- he tried kiss me on the cheek but I got away
-"Okay, what's going with you?"-he asked
-"Maybe, will you tell me what's going with you"- I said with sarcasm
-"With me everything is okay"
-"How was your weekend on the south of London?"
-"What are you talking about?!"
-"You don't remember? Maybe we call to Amelia I'm sure she'll confirm everything with smile. I know everything motherfucker !"
-"It's not like you saw on the photos"
-"Please I'm not child and it's over !"
-"Baby don't leave me I love you"-he took my hand
-"Fuck you"-I took away from him
-"You promised you never leave me"-he started talk his monologue and I texted to Matt help me with boxes I didn't listen his bulshit I took pitcher with water and pour on his head he only pissed off
-"You ended?"-I asked
-"Not with you"-he started kiss me but I push him on the wall
-"Goodbye Jamie, I break up with you"- I kissed his cheek and I took my things with Matt leave him with keys. That was the hardest thing in my life to do ; leave love of my life and right now I have to live without him. All road was in silence he took me to his flat where I could live a few time. Loren hugged me so tight and we decided watch some movies but I'm thinking what will do without him. He doesn't stop text to me or calling. And the some moments I wanted forgive him and live in our buble but this is really end, the end of life with idol, love of my life
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Barefoot Cinderella ✔️
FanfictionLondon, the city with big opportunities, but in there you can find the love? One night when two people meet life for one of them will change, but the other one he gives up his life and fall in love again?
