run it up(Not Your Typical Hood Love Story)

diamond

I looked at marquise and  every thing I wanted or needed to say flowed out my mouth and I told him everything. I looked at him and started crying and he pulled me down and held me tight and I felt safe in his ams I felt protected and I felt as if I can tell him anything and everything as if I can trust him so I did I cried on his chest till I couldn't cry anymore and he said breathe baby girl breathe so I did and I wiped my face and I couldn't look at him because I looked terrible and felt embarrassed so I I just started talking. Life is not fair I said with a hoarse voice life is not fair marquise why does bad things keep happening to me and he rubs my arms and says like what ma what bad things is you talking about and I can't look at him and say what Im bout to say so I just say it.Ive been holding this secret in for a few weeks now when i was on the way to you to meet you for the first time my ex violated me on the train and my mommas dying she don't want to say she's dying but I know she is she got cancer.I look at him to see his expression and he got a blank stare and he won't look at me and I say marquise and he look at me and says dime yo momma gon be fine she looks like a fighter and she loves you do you know she loves. I look at him and say of course I do and he says well okay then don't worry about yo momma she is living through you and you through her and y'all gon win that battle together.I look at him and was ready say something but he stopped me and say nah I don't want to hear no more about that diamond foreal yo momma is in pain she is but the only way she gon be okay is by seeing her sunshine smile and that's you both y'all can't be walking around gloomy and shit you gotta help yo momma fight you hear me dime.you are her sunshine dime now embrace it look at me and tell me you embrace it.I looked at him and he was so in control and sexy and demanding and I was falling for this man.so I looked at him and said I embrace it and he said say again and I said I embrace it and he looked at me and said and don't you ever forget it and I said I won't and then he said and life isn't fair but you gon get through it because you are a smart beautiful strong girl with a big Strong loving heart and a wonderful mother who loves you and if you remember that you will love and embrace your life you hear me dime I looked at him and said i hear you.and. then he cupped my Chin and looked in my eyes and said and tell me who the little nigga is who violated you I don't wanna know how because imma end up killing him so tell me who it was and don't lie to me neither he said so I look at him and said my ex his name is dontae and then I got off the bed and said dontae chism and marquise said okay say no more and I didn't then he walked Over to me as I stood against my dresser and kissed me and I kissed him back I wrapped my hands around his neck and he picked me up and carried me to my bed and kissed me harder and I was speechless because I wanted him,craved for him and needed him so I let him and he kissed and sucked on my neck and kissed my shoulder and started kissing my stomach and navel and my breath was stuck in the back of my throat and then he pulled my sweats off and kissed up my legs and between my thighs and sucked my thighs and I knew he left marks all over  me and then he removed my underwear and blew on my vagina and it felt so good and then he licked and sucked on my vagina and i started saying his name.oh goddd yes marquise right there hmmm  ummm an within seconds I was cumming back to back and he stopped got up and went to the bathroom leaving me just like that so I got up
And changed into a new pair of panties and sweats and layed down and then he came back out and stood against the dresser looking at me and I can't read mind so I just look away and he then walks towards me and sits on the bed beside me and says look at me and I don't and he grabs my chin and says look at him and I have no choice but to look at him and then he says I'm feeling you and I'm feeling you a little to much and I  don't want to hurt you so I'm going to go and then he stood up and I wanted to beg him to stay but my mouth wouldint move and with that he was gone.