{fifty-three}
With the Holiday’s over, things returned back to normal. My brother had gone back overseas and I had come back to university. Livvy had shown up at our dorm a few hours before I had, bags and bags filled with new clothing littering our carpeted floor.
She had been too busy hanging up her new jeans and blouses that she hadn’t even noticed when I entered our room. It wasn’t until I let the door shut behind me that my dorm-mate jumped and turned around.
Her colored eyes grew wide and before I knew it I was pulled into her embrace.
“You bitch!” she screamed as she squeezed the life out of me. “You scared me!”
I laughed and squeezed back with as much strength as I could muster.
“I bloody missed you,” she said as she pulled back and looked me over, “How did it go? Did you cry when you watched your brother leave?”
I shook my head and moved further into the room. “No. He did though.”
“He did?” Livvy asked a bit shocked.
I let out a laugh and shook my head, “No. But I’m pretty sure if I would have started to tear up he would have also.”
Liv laughed and continued to put her stuff away.
“How was your holiday’s?” I asked.
“Great,” she admitted. “I’m just tired. Anthony wouldn’t leave me alone. I swear that brat is so clingy.”
Another laugh escaped my lips as I began to put my belongings away, including a few new pieces of clothing that I had gotten for Christmas.
“Have you spoken with Declan?” my room-mate asked after a few minutes of utter silence.
I stopped in the middle of folding a pair of jeans and slowly placed them onto the bed before I turned around to face Livvy. “No,” I replied with a heavy exhale. “Not since the day I left. Why?”
Livvy shrugged and took a seat on the edge of her bed. “I saw him when I pulled into the parking lot earlier.”
“Oh,”
“He, uh, he was with someone.”
“Oh.”
“Yeah. She didn’t look familiar so I don’t know who she was.” Livvy added.
Clearing my throat, I ran a hand through my hair and nodded. “Did you want to go for a run?” I blurted out. Over the break, I had worked out frequently with my brother and mother. It sort of turned into a habit whenever I got upset or started to think more than necessary.
And right about now. I needed a run followed by a long work-out.
Livvy nodded and smiled, “Sure. Let me get ready.”

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Forgetting Roman
General FictionBecause forgetting Roman was more than just moving on. It was growing, accepting, and knowing I deserved better.