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don't wanna cry

i cant 😭 i was really excited for the final ep the whole day yesterday but now i just felt really really emo.

many of my biases (youngmin 😭 seonho 😭 jonghyun 😭 samuel 😭) didn't get in and i feel horrible.

what's wrong with mnet ?? why can't they let int-fans vote ?? but even if they let int-fans vote and jonghyun and samuel got in, other trainees would have been eliminated and i would have felt sad too. i just though jonghyun would've got in no matter what and i was really scared when jonghyun wasn't called after so long, and in the end, he really didn't make it

the top 11 were great though, although of course i would've rather my biases got in but its okay i'd still love the top 11 :-)

but i feel so, so sad after watching how minhyun was crying alone. i - my heart just broke omg. if would've been perfect if he could get in together with jonghyun but 😭 i just felt that i would have preferred if minhyun couldn't get in so nu'est could continue promoting as one whole group together without leaving anyone out

and i can't believe seonho and guanlin are seperated. plus daehwi and woojin seperated from youngmin and donghyun. i just can't handle this why can't all 20 of them debut ?? the boys would be happier and we of course would be happier too :-(

it's all over now and i honestly have no idea what to do with my life haha i want to support wanna one but i just felt really sad that they are leaving the other 9 eliminated trainees. + the other trainees eliminated in the previous eps

nevertheless, wanna one hwaitinggg !!!