The smile that was ignored (KIMTAEHYUNGXBTS) (Completed)

Chapter 3

Taehyung p.o.v
As expected I was having the same nightmare.But you know what Its hard to wake up from nightmare when the nightmare is real.I can see this nightmare really happening now.Its make me more panic.I'm afraid I can't continue this or I can't smile anymore.I will be lonely again.

'I should apologize to my members'With that thought I quickly did my morning routines and walk downstairs.My waist seemed to be in worse condition.Its hurt more than yesterday.I just decided to ignore it because I have to apologize now.

With incredible speed for someone who are injured I quickly arrived at the dining room to saw the members eating.

"Good morning~"I said with usual tone,unlike yesterday they still ignored me.With that I stand infront of them.

"Hyungs,kookie."I said with a quite louder voice.They finally look at me with a glare.

"I want to apologize.I'm really sorry!"I said while doing the 90 degrees bow.It pained me to do it because of my injury but I will not stop until they said anything.

"We forgive you,Kim Taehyung."Jin hyung said.I quickly look up with a wide smile and a sparkled eyes.

"Really?!"I can't hide my excitement in my voice.

"Yes"he said with a bored voice.

"Thank you hyungs,Kookie!I love you guys so much!"I said make a move to hug them.But a voice stopped me.

"Yah!Kim Taehyung,we forgive you but we want you to give us time."I don't understand what he mean but I nodded my head anyway.At least they forgive me.

We go to dance studio after that.They still ignored me but I keep thinking that they forgive me.I will show them my smile every seconds.I will not be lonely again.

When we arrive,all memories about my injury just came back.'How I will dance if my waist was in pain?should I just continue it?Just do it Tae!do you want them to hate you again?' No,I don't want to be alone again.Let just do it a few times.

While doing the choreography,I can't help but to stop.It was too much.I can't stand the pain.I can hear the members angry voice.

Slowly I tried to get up but realized how furtile it was when I had to bite my lips to keep from crying out.It feel like my whole body had been beaten and every movement caused my waist to ache.Regardless I need to get up.

Finally after I sucessfully get up.I walk slowly to the doors.Member's complain seemed to slow down a little bit.I hope they don't see how much pain I was in.

"Tae?Are you okay?"Jimin hyung's angel voice that I miss so much stop all the voice that came out from other members.I continue to walk to the door.I need a fresh air.But to not worried the members I just replied
"I'm o-okay"I sound worse than what I expect.I can heard a footstep from behind.

"Then,why are you crying?"Jimin hyung continue. 'I'm crying?!' I touched my cheek to found out it was wet because of my tears.

"Its a sweat.I'm not crying"I said still making my way to the door.Why was it so far?I was stopped by a hand.He dragged me to the other members.It was suga hyung.

"You are hurt right?I saw you Tae.You face was in pain when you get up just now."Yoongi hyung said.Yes,he was a really observant person.

My eyes growing bigger at his statement.What should I do?They don't need to know.

"I'm fine really.I'm just need some fresh air"I said.(still smiling obviously)Its not a totally lie.I need a fresh air.

"Just tell us the truth Kim Taehyung!"Yoongi hyung shouted that make me flinched a little bit.

I quickly stand up and bow while saying "I'm sorry.I don't want to be a burden to you guys.I'm sorry!Please don't leave me.Please don't hate me."When I finished my apologize speech I feel my head spin because of sharp pain when I stand up and bow just now and the fact that I don't eat anything since yesterday doesnt help.Colorful spots flashed in front of my eyes that make me stumbled a little.

I don't have time to watch the member's face when My body just shut down from the world and dark consumed me.

Jimin p.o.v
"I'm sorry.I don't want to be a burden to you guys.I'm sorry!please don't leave me.Please don't hate me."Tae said.

What?!Is that what he is thinking?we don't hate him.We just need time from him.I just about to say that we don't hate him when I heard a thump sound.

I look at Tae,he was at the floor with a wet face because of sweat and his tears.His eyes was closed.

"Tae!"Its look like I was the first one to move.I sat beside him and put his head on my lap.what is happening?

The members gathered around him to check on him.I slap his face slightly."Tae..Tae wake up..what's wrong with you?I am sorry Tae.I will never leave you and I don't hate you.Please wake up."I sobbing.

Namjoon hyung called the manager and they decided to call the ambulance.Five minutes feel like an hour.Tae still don't make a sign he will wake up.I'm worried.No,worried is not enough to described my feeling.

I can heard kookie's cry beside me.A few minutes later ambulance arrived I decided to follow Tae and other members need to talk to Bang Sihyuk pd nim and will go to the hospital as soon as posible.When we arrived at the hospital Tae was send to the emergency room and I was sitting infront of it waiting for any news.

My mind kept replaying what Tae said before he pass out.He pass out with the thought that we hate him.Guilty fill my body.Its our fault.We ignored him yesterday.

I'm a bad best friend.Why am I doing that?why?My thought was cut by member's footsteps.

"How is he?"Jin hyung's worried voice asked me.
I just shaked my head as a respond.After that we just sit and in our own thought.

After a while,Doctor came out.
"Kim Taehyung's family?"

At the mention of Tae all of us stand up.Doctor look at us with a smile.Its a good sign.

"He is okay.He just faint because of his body can't stand the pain that came from his waist.His waist is fine.I think it was caused by a fall or something.Lastly,I noticed he lack of food.Did he eat yeaterday?"Doctor explained to us.

The question struck me.He is not with us in the dinner and he din't eat the breakfast.We don't even noticed.. (Done removing that damn emojis guys. No more emoji. not gonna lie, It's been years since I wrote this so ignore all the mistakes guys.)

Namjoon hyung answers the question with a no.Doctor just sigh and said Tae was transferred to a private room and we can visited him.

We reached Tae's room and my heart hurt when I see the body that was asleep on the hospital bed.And to think that this is our fault just like a punch to my heart.

I grab Tae's hand and said "I'm sorry Tae.I promise I will never leave you."

We will make sure we will never leave him again.we regret our decision to ignored him yesterday.Now that he was here in the hospital make us,Bangtan realized how precious he is.
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Do you guys think the nightmare will never come back?The members really regret it and never did that again?nah we can just see later.I will make Tae suffered a little bit.This is just the start.I love you Tae.

Here another chapter!yeas..okay I think its quiet long chapter.Sorry for that.thanks for your time!*90 degrees bow*feel free to correct me.Don't forget to vote and comment.