The smile that was ignored (KIMTAEHYUNGXBTS) (Completed)

Chapter 8

Kim Taehyung p.o.v
Light. That is what Seojin hyung to me. He was like a light that change my path that was dark before into a bright and full of hope path.

After all the crying, Seojin hyung told me to sleep in the room he prepared for me. I'm suprised at first how he can fastly prepared the room but then he explained that he always have the guest room because his doctor friends always sleep there.

After he left,I lay on the bed,I stared at the white ceiling that not making me calm at all. I've been thinking about what Seojin hyung said since my back felt the softness of the bed.

The thoughts trundled through my brain like a train, with no intention of stopping.
Do they really not appreciate me? Should I do what Seojin hyung said?

After all the thinking,I make the most difficult decision that might bring the changes into my life. I decided to follow the Seojin hyung's advice.Not because all of the appreciate me things. But, I want to stop myself repeating the same thing. Being annoying.

At the mention of that, I recall how my body was filled with an unexplainable feeling when I hear the words that coming out from the members. The look at their face explained the realness behind the words that they said. How they really meant it.

I tried to sleep by shutting my eyes and think about the positive things. How I will do the things that I want to do with Seojin hyung. Apparently, Its working because the next thing I know I was in the same nightmare again.

I was in the same room again.The aura in that room was dark and filled with an uncomfortable feelings. Its make you felt like there are dementors* that are making their way into the room.

There in that room stand the people that has a special places in my heart. They just stared at me with glared that will make you go sitting in the corner away from them.

"Why are you still here? Did I forgot to tell you? WE DON'T NEED YOU!" That was the first thing that came out from one of the members. I just standing there like a statue, speechless and can't do anything while my tears started to pooling in my eyes.

"You should just go far away! You should never come back. We are perfect with the six of us. No one will remember you!"

"We hate you! Even your parents hate you! You should just dissapear! "

Word after word, My weak self just can't take it. I just want to run away from this. I started to sobbed. Every tears that fall into the floor, my heart break into more pieces. Break into a million pieces that can't be Fix.

My breaths come in gasp.I can't breath-

With a gasp I jolted awake from my sleep. I pulled my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around it. My eyes already red and puffy from crying. I let my head fall down to my knees, and I pulled my legs closer to me.

No matter what I did, There is nowhere I can hide from this cruel reality. Can I survive?

No one p.o.v
Taehyung stay in the position untill the sun was up. Afraid that he will be thrown into the endless suffering dream, he can't even close his eyes.

Stared into the nothingness, the salty tears that flowed unchecked from his eyes, The too familiar yet too strange Feeling , consumed him. Can he escape the nightmare that follows him around like a black shadow that on the inside,eating him? The question was left unsolved in his mind.

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Author note
*Dementor is one of the creature that was in Harry Potter series by J.K Rowling..They drain peace,hope and happiness out of the air around them.Which is explained the feeling inside the room.

Ok guys, I know its short but I really hope you enjoy it..I have been busy with my school and everything..sigh...What can we do....

Feel free to correct my mistakes. Thanks for your time 🙇🙇 if you enjoy this chapter,please give it a vote or some comments.

I have this project at school that need me and my team members to discuss about one topic.. We decided to discuss about suicide..Do you think its okay?? And other topic that we consider was civic minded..What do you think better??