'and He will continue to smile no matter how hurt He is'
XKim taehyung centric fanficx
This is not a boyxboy fanfiction.Its about their friendship..Please try to read it..It will get better..
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I was the first one to walk away from the Dining room. Yes, I'm shocked about what just happened but we can't blame Jungkook for his attitude. I mean Its our fault. We have blamed Taehyung before for something that was not really make any sense. I will not do the same with our maknae.
Our family was getting apart and I don't know what to do. I was clueless in this situation. I make a decision to go for a walk. When I was walking I'm thinking about Tae. I just realized how I don't know anything about Tae's life before he met us.
What I know, He has a very positive personality. I observed him when he just arrived and at the first glance I can see he was hiding something. But you know what I do? I just ignored it like I don't care. Why am I too stupid to realize?!
My mind keep reminding me with the painful truth. My mind keep telling me 'He got the eyes of innocent, the face of an angel, A personality of a dreamer and a smile that hides more pain than you can imagine'. This words stuck in me.
"CAN YOU JUST GO?! WE DON'T NEED YOU! Oh,before you go we want you to know YOU ARE SO ANNOYING!"
That was what I said to him. I don't meant it. I really don't. I really mess up. This is all my fault.I was having my own mental break down when I just realized what I really want to do.
"I don't want to waste my time stuck in the shadow of my mistake anymore. I need to fix it. I need to find tae" I spoke out loud. I don't care what people around me will think but what important now is the solution for this problem.
I quickly run to the dorm like my life depends on it. I walk in to find out that the members still in their own world, not moving from their place. I just walk past them and go to Tae's room.
From what I see, Tae maybe don't bring his phone. I can check his contact and hopefully can find someone that can help me to find Taehyung?
I opened the door to the room that he shared with Jungkook. Surprisingly, Jungkook don't locked the door. He just sit on his bed and looking at me. I ignored him and continue to searching Tae's phone.
"What are you doing, hyung? Please go out." Jungkook said with his emotionless face. Do you think it will effect me? Of course not. I finally found his phone but what really catch my attention is note book that was beside his pillow.
What is that? I take the note book and sit down on Tae's bed. Jungkook don't even talking to me right now. maybe he just decided to ignore me.
I opened the note book and shocked to see the content of it.
[Taehyung's note book] Things to do before I go... 1) Go to a beautiful place with my members and have a vacation there. 2)Go to a field trip with Seojin hyung. 3) meet my family again. 4) Spend my time with ARMYs in the fanmeeting. 5) Eat outside with the members. 6) buy a gifts to all the members. 7) Gather everyone that I love and make a party😆 8) Make the members smile everyday. 9)Spend my times with my family sometime. 10) Close my eyes beside all the people that I love....
without I even realize, my eyes just produce the salty tears. Why did he even write this? Is something happened to him?
"Hyung, Are you okay?" Jungkook asked me and go to my side to read what the content of the note book that making me like this. After a while I can hear the sobbed that was coming from him.
"Taetae hyung. I'm sorry I don't know your condition earlier. i'm sorry. Please be fine hyung." jungkook said with a sobbed. Even with my own sob, I can hear his word perfectly. What did he say? What condition?
" What are you talking about Jungkook? Tell me, What condition are you talking about?" I asked while holding his shoulder to show how serious I am. He look at me with a wide eyes. He look like he has his own war in his mind right now.
"Taetae hyung don't want me to tell you guys but..." he said and stop for a while. My heart beat at the incredible speed.
"Just tell me." I spoke firmly. I guess it give Jungkook a courage to continue cause the next thing I hear is the most shocking things that I ever heard. Not to mention the pain that came after the words sink into my mind and making a hole in my heart.
Another chapter! Thanks for everyone who keep supporting me all this time. Its crazy to see how this book gained so much reads. I can't even imagine it.
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Like I said before, Another quote for you, cause why not!
Stop judging others by seeing what you see. Because what you see is What they want you to see.
Yup, kind of agree with it. We can't judge people based on what we see. Maybe they keep a deep secret that they don't want to show you.
Lastly, Its going to be hard, but hard is not imposible, So Stay positive, stay happy and stay healthy! I love you guys!
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