The smile that was ignored (KIMTAEHYUNGXBTS) (Completed)

Chapter 27

Kim Taehyung pov

I just released the bomb. I look around the living room. All of the other members look at me with a weird face. I can't read it maybe because of my teary eyes.

" I-is it real, Tae?" Hoseok hyung said and break the silent that consumed us. I looked at him and see his eyes started to get teary.

"I'm sorry, hyung" I said slowly. I felt bad right now. I can't even face them. I can felt some movement from Namjoon hyung. I look up to see he was about to walk away. Is he going to leave me?

We are all too shock to even move. What should I do?! I'm going to be alone again?

" Hyung, are you going to leave me?" What I said immediately stop Namjoon hyung. He look back at me with his red face.

"I ask you. Are you going to leave me to die alone? I will go through all of this alone again?" I said looking straight into the member's eyes one by one.

I don't know why I did that. But I just have this feeling to ask them. To know what they are really going to do. They are going to left?

There was tense in the air. I can't being here again. I need time for myself. The members need their own time too.

I stand up and that make all the members focus on me. I walked to the door. I can hear their voice calling for my name but I do know they need some time.

I walked to that park again. Its a little bit far though. I sit on the bench and pull out my phone. I miss Seojin hyung. Should I call him?

I called his number and wait for a while. Finally after a few seconds he answered it.

"Tae? Why do you call me? Are you okay? I miss you Tae!" He said immediately that make me amazed for a while. I'm kind of touched by the way.

"Hyung! I'm fine. I miss you too." I said with my cracked voice. Haish, the effect of my cry.

"Why do your voice cracked? Are you crying? You better tell me the truth." He spoke seriously.

I told him the truth. All of it. What I said to my members, what happened after that. And what I want. Honestly, I want them to stay with me.

I hold my cry and cover it with my sad smile. Eventhough it just a phone call but I believe people can feel the smile.

I don't want to worry people anymore. Enough with my members, soon my family. I have done enough.

"Tae. Sometimes what we want doesn't happen when or how we want it to. But that doesn't mean the answer is 'no' its just means 'Not right now'. So please don't give up on them. Everything will go to their place like what you want. Okay?" He said with his author mode on. He has the point though. They just need some more time.

"Should I go back now?" I said slowly. I need some advice. Should I meet them now?

"Its up to you. But you can go back now. Take your time Tae. We can talk until you are ready." He said softly. Its make me calm. I guess its not wrong to forget for a while.

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Third person pov

While Tae try to forget all his problems, the members just realize how big their problems are. Yes, its Tae's problem but they are family.

One second passed. Two second passed. Three second passed. Guilt was eating and pestering them. A fire burned in their mind and throat.

" I don't know he suffered that much. I don't know this whole time. I fail as a leader and his hyung." Namjoon said while slowly falled to the floor with his guilt. That is why he walked away just now. He can't make eyes contact with Tae.

"I know. I expect him to have a happy past. Thats why he always positive. B-but the reality...." Jin said sobbing loudly after hearing the truth that the younger just revealed. The secret that the younger keep to himself.

" He always make us smile. He always be the one who make an effort to see us smile. But what we do? We don't make an effort. We just ignore the reality that was hidden behind his smile." Jimin spoke slowly with tears keep going down his cheek.

While they are processing all the past of someone that they care so much, Tae is back ready to face his members.

" Hyungs, kookie." He said while walking to the living room. He look around at the mess that he create because of his secret.

" You guys can go if you guys want too. I..." He don't end his sentence when his members start to hug him. That hug silent him.

"No we will always be here with you. That is our promise right? We broke it once but we will never broke it again." What Hoseok said make Tae's eyes started to produce crystal clear tears. Tears that finally represent happiness.

"Tae, I know we are broken. But you know what? Maybe its not about trying to fix something broken. Maybe its about starting over and create something better." Yoongi said.

With that all the other members start making a line and introduce themselve.

"Hello, We are Bangtan boys." They said and bowing to Tae just like when they meet Tae for the first time. When Tae was chosen as the seventh member and filled the hole in their family. Complete them as a family.

Its a new start. The whole new journey with a stronger bond. With a stronger family. This journey may be harder but they will go through it. Together.

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Author note

I will make my author note shorter now. Because I think you guys don't really like a long author note right?😅😆

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