The smile that was ignored (KIMTAEHYUNGXBTS) (Completed)

Chapter 30

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Kim Seokjin pov

We are here at the kitchen cooking for our Tae. To tell you I'm really afraid of losing him. All the members felt the same. At some night when Tae need to stay in the hospital because of his treatment, we are not resting at home. We gathered together, talking and crying for our Tae. Its hurt to see he need to go through all of this.

When he's done with his treatment, he always smiling to us. Every single time, but I can't ignored the sorrow in his eyes. He always want to look strong in front of us but all of us know he just don't want to make us worry.

I saw how Tae suffered every day, getting weaker and weaker. Its make my fears increasing. I don't want him to die.

"Hyung, Namjoon hyung destroyed the onion again. Can't you do it this time? We are running out of onion!" Hoseok said while pointing to our leader. I just shake my head and continue my cooking. I can still hear all the noise coming from other members. Honestly, they are not really helping.

"Guys continue your cooking, I will check Tae." I said. They look at me for a while and nodded their heads. I walk to the living room. There are no noise from living room though. I walked quickly to where we told Tae to rest.

When I arrive, I look at the pale Tae is sleeping? I walked to Tae's side.

"Tae? Wake up." I said slowly to woke him up. What weird is he is not moving. What is going on????!

"Tae????!!!" I panicly shouted. Hearing my shouted all the members rushing to my place. All of them look at me with a shock face. My cheek already wet with my own tears.

"What is happening?! Tae?!" Namjoon said and doing the same thing that I do before. Trying to wake Tae.

"Call the ambulance!" Namjoon give an order for the members. Yoongi is the first one to take his phone out and called the ambulance.

I don't even realize what is happening around me. I'm too shocked. What if this is the last time I saw Tae?! What if.... Please stay safe Tae.

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[ at the hospital]

When I was waiting Tae outside of the emergency room, I realize how people can go anytime. How our love one can leave us. Just like that.

When the doctor came out from the room, I was hoping for a good result and that is what I got. Another chance. Another chance to see Tae.

When the doctor said that his condition is stable now, I release a sigh. But the words that he said after that was not really pleasing.

" He is stable now. We almost lost him but we try our best and Tae's spirit help him to survive. But, His condition can't be treated the same method again." the doctor said. I perfectly remember what happen after that.

"W-what can we do to save him?" Yoongi said stuttering. He look so pale. Like paler than before. All of us actually.

"I have been doing my research and I found the way to do an operation. But I can't promise that he will survive. I suggest you to ask Tae first when he wake up later." That is what he said. The only way to save Tae is an operation that can take his life.

We were waiting in Tae's ward, when Tae finally open his eyes revealing his warm brown eyes. We move to his bed's side to get closer to him. When he see us his eyes quickly sparkle a little bit eventhough he's look tired.

"Tae. I miss you! Don't you dare doing that again!" I said while sobbing. I hug him softly not to hurt him. He chuckled weakly. Its actually make me more sad. I miss the healthy Tae.

"Hyung, I'm sorry." He sound really weak. Its look like he is tired. His pale face is making all of this really real. Its like a slap in my face.

After all of us calming down, We actually have to go home to pack our clothes and all. We will stay with Tae this time. The room is big enough for us. Even if I need to sleep on the floor, I don't care. I just want to stay by Tae's side. So do the other members. We can do anything for Tae.
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Thats the end of it.

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Kim Taehyung pov
I look at the white ceiling again. I'm really glad to come back. When I passed out I thought that is the last time I will see my members. I thought I will go without a good bye. But I got another chance to see them.

Not to mention my family. I never told them about this. If I'm not survive just now, my family will be broken to know the fact that I died so suddenly. 'What am I'm doing?! I should tell them!' This is what I keep thinking when I was left alone in the hospital room.

I look at the table that was put beside my bed. There is my phone. The members brought it and put it closer so if something happen its easy for me to call them. I grab the phone slowly and started to dialling mom's number. Its ring for a while and mom take the phone.

"Hello?" She said. Just hearing her voice can make my eyes teary. I miss her and Dad.

"Mom, Its me Tae." I said with a happy voice eventhoigh its shaking a little bit.

"Tae! I miss you so much. What happened? Are you okay Tae? Why do you call?" She attack me with questions. I paused a little bit and take a deep breath.

"I'm at hospital." I said slowly not to shock her. I know she will be really worried when the word sink in.

"What?! Hospital? Why? Wait." She said pausing her word. Its make me confuse tho. After a few moment she back to the phone but with other person this time. Its my dad.

"Tae, what happened? your mom said you are in hospital." He said calmly. Yes, between both of the dad surely calmer than mom.

"Mom, dad, I'm sorry for saying this too late. I have a brain cancer."

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Author note
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