The smile that was ignored (KIMTAEHYUNGXBTS) (Completed)

Chapter 24

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Kim Taehyung p.o.v

"What happened to Tae Hyuk hyung and Hye Ryung noona?" I asked when Me and my parents gathered in the living room after dinner. This mansion felt so empty. Where are they?

"They decided to leave this place so I let them go." My dad said with a blank face. I know he is mad with my sis and bro. We can feel it from other continent. To tell you, my dad is scary when he's angry.

How I will solve this problem? My wish... I want to spend my time with my FAMILY, which mean not only my parents but with the whole family. What should I do?

"Can't you forgive them?" I spoke slowly afraid that I will trigger my dad. My mom who are beside me just silent herself.

"Why do you still forgive them? After what they did to you just now? I know that is not the first time right? They did that before right?" My dad started to get angry but he still said it softly.

I slowly nodded. Yes Tae. Why did you forgive them after what they did to you? I don't know. They are still my family, right?

"I don't know dad. I forgive people but that doesn't mean I accept their behavior or trust them. I forgive them for myself, so I can let go and move on with my live." I said sincerely. That is what I felt. Anger does not effect them but its hurt myself so its better to forgive.

"I want my family to be happy with each other." If I'm gone later I want you guys to be happy with each other even without me. I continued my sentence in my mind. I don't want to say about my cancer to them. I want to tell them. Just not now.

"I know Tae, but they need to learn their lesson. I swear they will comeback later." He said and continue to watch the television. I just stop myself from talking more. I was in deep thought and came to conclusion that my father is right. They will comeback.
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[Time skip-2 weeks later]

Okay, I'm wrong. They don't comeback. They don't even called. What is happening to them. My parents were worried about them. Eventhough they don't show it but what parents don't care about their own children?

In this two weeks I spend my time with my parents. We are having fun. I felt like I have a parents now. Its only for two weeks but its replace all the time they ignored me. I felt loved by my parents.

I don't say anything about my illness yet. I don't know when I can say it. I need a courage to do that. My mom suspect something though. I keep vomiting at the morning but I sucessfully hide it. My mom noticed how my face is getting paler every day. I just said I don't have enough sleep. Inside of me, I'm afraid. Am I'm getting worse? That question stick on my mind every second.

Remember that I will getting my treatment after two weeks? This is it. I need to go back to seoul and meet my members. I don't know if I'm going to keep my illness as a secret or not. But, I'm telling you, I will tell them, everything. About my past. My illness and my nightmare.

Talking about nightmare, its come only for some times. Its getting better now. Maybe because all of the things that I dream about is not happening now. I look at my list.

Things to do before I go...
1) Go to a beautiful place with my members and have a vacation there.
✅2)Go to a field trip with Seojin hyung.
✅3) meet my family again.
4) Spend my time with ARMYs in the fanmeeting.
5) Eat outside with the members.
✅6) buy a gifts to all the members.
7) Gather everyone that I love and make a party😆
8) Make the members smile everyday.
✅9)Spend my times with my family sometime.
10) Close my eyes beside all the people that I love...