'and He will continue to smile no matter how hurt He is'
XKim taehyung centric fanficx
This is not a boyxboy fanfiction.Its about their friendship..Please try to read it..It will get better..
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"We need to discuss." Yoongi hyung said firmly. Its like no way we could ignored it. I walked slowly to the living room where all the members already gathered.
Since Tae left us, we are not the same. I don't know the other members but I keep being reminded what I said before. I said his presence was annoying. I should not said that. Now, that he left, its felt so.... Empty.
We are getting apart from each other. We are not talking with each other. We always avoided each other. I guess all the members felt the same. Guilty. Regret.
"We need to stop all of this. We are getting apart." Yoongi hyung started. I agree with it but its not easy to get rid the guilt.
"I know you guys blame yourself but we are not solving the problem. We should stay strong together. If we continue like this I don't think Tae would like it." He continued. Its like he know what we are thinking.
" I know hyung, but you don't understand." I said sadly. I really don't know how to explained what I'm feeling right now.
"What did I don't understand? Tell me, so that we can understand each other more." He said while looking straight to me.
"Guilt was eating and pestering me. It was like an ice in my gut. I can't melt it on my own, I can't even shift it. I don't know what to do hyung." I said while a few tears decided to slide on my cheek.
Today, I'm not people's hope, I'm just Jung Hoseok who make a big mistake and another human who wish he can turn back time. At this moment I hope life had a rewind button.
"No, Hoseok. All of us felt the same. The only way we can solve this is to be together. Trust me. Its not how we make mistakes, but its how we correct them. Its what define us. This is not just for Hoseok. All of you, listen. I know we make a mistake, but this is not the way. Ignoring each other, not taking care of yourself. This is wrong. If you're making mistake, own up to it. That's how you learn and earn respect. Its never too late to fix it. You really think being silent will solve it? No! We need to take an action now." Yoongi give us his speech. Well, its really true.
We being silent and ignoring each other will bring no different. I just realize how we are wasting our time. We should try to correct our mistake.
"Okay guys. What yoongi hyung just said true. We are wasting our time. I'm sorry. As a leader I should lead you guys but I failed. I let the guilt controlled me." Namjoon said looking at each one of us.
"Its fine hyung. Its great that we are getting together back now." Kookie said.
"Lets stay strong together and learn from our mistake. We need to find Tae right now." Jin hyung spoke with determination. I don't any ideas how to find him though.
"Its okay. Tae said he will not come back here for a while." Yoongi hyung suddenly said make the other members shocked. Wait! He know where is Tae? Kookie don't look shocked too. He must know something.
"How did you know, hyung?" Jimin asked with a wide eyes.
"He called. But what important is we should never treat him like what we did before. He already forgive us. We should not hurt him again." He said firmly. We can't help but to nodded our head.
Yes, we will not repeating our mistake. Its not a mistake to do a mistake, but its a mistake to repeat the same mistake. What I learn is, mistake are meant for learning, not repeat. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Kim Taehyung p.o.v
I was standing infront of the mansion where I grow up. Where the hopes and dreams are nowhere to be find. The place that change everything.
After having so much fun with Seojin hyung, he send me to my family's house. Its one of my wish to meet them again and solve everything before I need to say goodbye.
Seojin hyung need to left immediately because of his work. I can't blamed him. He was there with me everytime.
Thats left me alone infront of this house. Its just like what I remembered. The same white house that still bring anxious feeling to me.
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Should I do this? What if they hate me? Relax Tae, they already hate you but you need to change that. If I'm going to die, I will not die with a regret not being with my family.
Lets do this. With that I walked to place that can't be a home. If there are no hopes and dreams, I will build a home that filled with Love, Hope and dreams with my heart. After all, only hearts can build a home. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Author note. Another chapter. Yup guys. I'm still alive. I'm sorry for the late update. I was not feeling really well and I keep sleeping early because of it. And the fact that I have a massive amount of school works doesnt help at all. Finally today I have time to update. I hope you enjoy this chapter. Thanks for keep supporting this book.
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