The smile that was ignored (KIMTAEHYUNGXBTS) (Completed)

Chapter 23

Appreciation note!
As you can see, I changed the cover a few days ago... So this beautiful cover was made by _Potaetoe (She is my potato couple🥔💓) Thanks! I love it Taetoe!

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Kim Taehyung p.o.v
After letting all of my thought out, I just ignored my brother and sister to asked my mother about my room. Suprisingly my mom keep my room the same. No different at all except the fact that its still free from any dust.

I was looking around and thinking about what happened just now. Did I just say all of that? I can't believe it.

Silly me, expecting too much from people again. I know I said that I can accept that they hate me but inside of me I still have a hope they will accept me. I guess my siblings just hate me.

I don't want to talk anymore cause I don't want to say something permanently hurtful just because I'm temporarily upset. I don't know what is happening to them. I just don't want to care anymore. I'm done.

Starting now, I will enjoy my life. I care but you know what, I'm done trying. After spending my time thinking about my short life, I come into the conclusion that, Why do I need to care about a person that never care about me?

After some moment with myself, I suddenly remember about my members. I miss them. Should I call them? My phone was not here. Let just borrow this house's phone.

I walked downstair and started to looking for my mother. On the way into the kitchen I just realize that I can't see my siblings anymore. Where are they?

My thought was cut short when I found my mom, cooking. I stop and stare at her back. Its felt weird when you saw your mom cooking for the first time. In the past, she don't usually cook. When she was cooking, she don't want me to go near because she said I will ruin everything.

"Ermm. Mom." I said with hesitation. I don't know, its still awkward to talk to her.

"Oh, Tae you are here. What do you want,dear?" she said while looking at me for a while before continue to cook. Its weird. Its change drastically. I need to make myself comfortable with this.

"Can I borrow this house's phone?" I spoke slowly.

"Ofcourse you can! And Tae this is your house too. Don't be hesitate when you want to do something. By the way why you need the phone?" She said warmly. Its felt so foreign for me.

"I want to call my members." I said with more confident this time. Wait, she know I am an idol right?

"Your members? What do you mean? You are in gang or something?!" my mom spoke and stop all of her cook. She look at me with a wide eyes. Okay, she don't know anything.

"Mom, do you know I am an Idol?" I asked carefully. Actually its possible my mom don't know my career. She always busy with her work so I don't think she care about entertainment.

"What?! Really? How did I don't know my own son is an Idol? I'm sorry Tae after you leave I was a mess I don't know what to do and I just lost. I'm sorry for not knowing this." She said sincerely.

"Its fine mom! You should check out my group. The name is BTS or should I say Beyond the scene" I said excitedly promote my group.

"You are so cute! Yes, of course I will. Now you said you want to call them. Go. Don't forget to send my thanks for taking care of you all this time." She said and smiling. She just continue to cooking after that.

Okay. Time to face my members. I mean call my members. I'm nervous though. The first time to talk with them after what they did. I believe in yoongi hyung. He said all of them will accept me. Can I have my hope up again this time?
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