The smile that was ignored (KIMTAEHYUNGXBTS) (Completed)

Chapter 21

Kim Taehyung p.o.v

This is it. With a deep breath I pressed the bell. Waiting for a few moment, the door opened to revealed the face that I don't even realize I miss until I see her face again. Its my mom.

Still my beautiful mom. She still look the same except the few wrinkle. I look at her face for a long time. We just stand there for a while.

"T-Taehyung?" She asked while her eyes started to filled with tears. I don't know why she cried. I mean she hate me. She look so fragile. She may look the same but something was missing. I would say that she look lost.

"M-mom? I'm sorry, I mean Mrs Kim, Its me Taehyung." I said while looking at my foot. I make a mistake did I? I remember she said she is not my mother anymore (Chapter 18). I can't help but to spill some tears at the fact that even my mom don't want me to be her son. I can't even call someone 'mom'.

When a hand reach to touch me I flinched. I'm afraid that she will be mad at me and push me away again or even worst don't want to see me again. If I lost this chance, her wish may come true.

"What happened to you? I did this to you? I'm sorry Tae." She suddenly said while sobbing really hard. I'm actually shocked that she called me 'Tae'. This is the first time she call me like that. What is this feeling? Its hurt me to see she's crying.

"Please don't cry Mrs Kim. Its not your-" I can't finish my sentence when she hugged me. My body was tense at first and slowly back to normal.

"No, don't call me Mrs Kim. Its mom for you. I'm sorry Tae. I regret all the things that I do." She said while hugging me tightly. I hugged back.

Is this how it felt to be hug by a person that we call mom? Its warm. I heard that Mother's hug was the medicine for all the problems. Now I understand it. Its felt like all my problem suddenly dissapeared.

This is the first hug from my mom. I don't remember being hug by my mom. But all of that is not important, at least I got to felt it. I buried my face deeper to her shoulder. I sobbed loudly.

"M-mom, I'm sorry I can't be the son that you want. I'm sorry mom." I sobbed. I can feel the warm hands at my back. The warm hands that always make me wonder when I was young. How does it felt? The warm hands that never touch me in a loving manner.

"You are perfect Tae. You are perfect, nothing was wrong with you. Its us." She said while step back from me. She look at me with a loving eyes. Its make me more emotional.

I keep crying until she wiped my tears.

"My son has grow up into a handsome man. Unfortunately, I can't be part of his life. I promise Tae, I will be part of you life until the end." She continued.

I don't expected this at all. All I expected was getting hate from my family. I guess things change. She quickly hold my hand and pull me into the house. I looked around. Its still the same house.

She told me to sit down while she go somewhere. I sit quietly, while looking at my feet. I'm nervous for some reason. Where is my dad? Where are my siblings? Will they accept me?

"What are you doing here?!"

That voice make me shocked. I look at the stairs where the voice come from. Its shocking to see the face that I don't see for a long time. Its my brother. Soon, My sister walk down too and stand behind my brother with a shocked face.

My brother quickly walked to me and start to shout. What is his problem?

"Why are you here? I thought you already dead. We don't need you here!" He said. I just keep silent. I don't want to have any problems anymore.

But then I felt the familiar pain on my cheek. Its a slap. Again from my sister. I think she have things with slapping people. I look at her face.

"Because of you, our mother was changing! Because of you our father change. Its your fault! You attention seeker!" She shouted. They really need to slow down their voice. My ears felt like its going to bleeding with all the shouts.

Its not important actually, what she said just now make me shooked. What does she mean by mom is changing? Dad is changing?

What happened when I was gone?

"What are you doing?! He is your brother! Why are you like this?" mom come out of nowhere. She walked to my side and touch the place that my sister slapped. This scene just like before but this time my mom was here, beside me.

"I told him the truth mom! Since he's gone, you are different! Dad too! You guys just ignore us!" My brother answered. Is that what was happening??

"Its because we realized its our fault. We realized that we just throw away our son. We have been such a bad parents!" mom said. All of my siblings look dumbfounded. They looked at my mom and me.

"Okay, go on with your son! We don't need you either. Lets go Hei Ryung-ah! They don't need us here." My brother, Tae hyuk, spoke loudly and hold my sister. They walked to the door to be stopped by my dad.

"What is happening here? I'm back to hear some shouts. What-" He stopped when his eyes landed on me. What he do next sure make me stop breathing for a moment.

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Author note.
If you noticed, yes I gave Taehyung's siblings a name. Obviously its not real😆 I just create it. If you wondering what does its mean,
Kim Hei Ryung= Grace and Brightness.
Kim Tae Hyuk= Error. Not found.. I don't found the meaning🤣🤣

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