The smile that was ignored (KIMTAEHYUNGXBTS) (Completed)

Chapter 26

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Kim Taehyung

"About my past" I said while looking at the floor.

"I never told you guys about my past. Today, at this moment, I will tell you where did I came from. What happened to me in the past and..... I want to reveal something. Please don't interupt me." I said gathering my courage. I look up and make an eyes contact with each members. Their eyes filled with curiosity.

"Its all started since I'm born. I was a mistake from the start. I was a shame to my family. My family hate me. They hate every part of me. I was wondering why is this happening? I once asked my father, apparently, I'm nothing like my brother. That is why they hate me. Ignoring me. Like I'm a disgusting creature." I said slowly. I look at my member's face. They looked shocked. I started doubting my decision to tell them. No, Tae! You need to do this! I nodded my head as an encouragement to myself.

"My parents are a really successful lawyer. I have two siblings that hate me to death. I don't have anyone that time. I'm alone. When I was in that house I was wondering how does love felt like. How its feel to be loved. For the whole 17 years of my life I never felt love,hope or even happiness. But no matter how bad they treated me I never thought to run away. Never."

"I don't run away but I was being thrown away just like a trash. Just because I showed my feeling. Since that I promise to never show my real feeling and just accept what people did to me. Smile. A small act that can hide many feeling. Hurt, betrayed, sadness. That is what consumed me that time. I hide it behind my smile. When I meet you guys, finally I know what is love, I know the feel of being loved. You guys are like my second family." I look at them and realization pasted on their face.

" But my past decided to stay with me. Its come even when I sleep. When I was alone at night. Every single night. As time goes on I thought everything is going to be alright. But its not. I really thought it will be okay if I told you guys about it. But I don't have a chance to tell you guys. I'm really sorry." My eyes started to get teary at this moment.

" You guys know what happen when I close my eyes at night? Its terrible. The image of you guys doing the same things like what my parents did keep haunting me,destroying me slowly. When its become reality, I'm afraid. I'm afraid to be alone again." I said sobbing.

"What I'm going to say next maybe will change us. Our relationship. But, I'm begging you, please stay with me. Please stay until the end." I spoke with tears keep flowing on my cheek. This is the time. The time to tell them the truth about my condition. Will they leave me?

"Its okay, Tae. Just tell us. We are family remember. We will not leave you." Hoseok said.

Jung Hoseok (aka my sweetie pie hope sunshine 😍)

"Its okay, Tae. Just tell us. We are family remember. We will not leave you." I said trying to comfort Tae. I was in panic and shocked when I heard about Tae's past. He have been through a lot. His parents, His siblings, and all of us did the same thing. Ignoring the meaning behind his smile.

I know, he always smile everyday. Even when he sick or tired. He never complain about anything. We take granted from that.

"Remember when Kookie was sick and I was late?" He asked hesitated. We nodded our head. Of course we remember. The mistake that cause all of this.

"A-actually, I went to hospital." He paused. What? Hospital? Why?

"Its started with just a normal headaches. I go there just because of my headaches. B-but..." He paused. He look like he struggle to said it to us. Suddenly, yoongi hyung go beside him and patted his shoulder. Okay, what is this?

" I have a B-brain cancer, hyungs." He said and immediately close his face with his hands. The words that he said take a few minutes to sink into my mind.

Once it sink in, My eyes immediately wide and start to produce salty tears.

"I-is it real, Tae?" I asked while sobbing. I can't believe it. No! Is it really happening?

"I'm sorry hyung." He sobbing loudly while covered his face using his hand.

Its hurt to see him like that. Its truly hurt.

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Author note

Finally guys, an update! I just traveled from my mom's sister's house. I sleep there for one day. Now I am at my cousin's house where I will stay for 2 days and will travel to this one big city the next day which is tomorrow. It will take 12 hours to go there. I will stay there for 3 days and will come back to my cousin's house again. I will go back home which is took 5 hours to arrive at 3rd of september. School start on 4th Sept and Exam start on 7th sept..So please endure with me if I'm late🙏🏻

I will try to update while I'm in the car cause I can do that.. And cause I love you guys so much💜💜

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