Read the Author note. Its kind of important.
Kim Taehyung p.o.v
I was having a good time talking to Seojin hyung. We were discussing about how much fun we will have when we start our journey.
Honestly, I was really happy when Seojin hyung said he will help me cause I felt like I have nobody in this world.
But then the tought that jungkook who are in the dorm will be upset if he can't found me keep bothering me. I decided to call my own phone because apparently I left it in the dorm.
Seojin hyung leave me alone to give me more space and time to talk to Jungkook alone. I really hope he answer it though.
I'm waiting for the line to be connected, what I heard from the other line was not what I expected at all.
"Hello." Yoongi hyung said. What is he doing with my phone? The way he said that was with hesitation. Is something wrong?
"Y-yoongi, hyung." I spoke with a nervous tone. I'm afraid that something happened when I'm not there. Are they okay?
"Is something happened there hyung?" I continued to say it out loud. Long silent was heard from the other side. Hmmm.. Its getting awkward...
After a while I can hear the small sobbed coming from other side. What? Why?
"Hyung? Why do I hear some sobs? Are you okay hyung?" I asked again. I rarely see Yoongi hyung cried. So, when I hear him crying I can't even imagined it.
"Yah, Kim Taehyung, I'm not crying. I'm fine. All of us are fine. You should worry about yourself first." He said.
"What do you mean hyung? I'm fine." I said while trying to calm myself. Did Jungkook told him?
"I know about it Tae. All of it. Why don't you told us Tae? We deserve to know." He said slowly. I can hear his dissapointment from his voice. I felt guilty now.
"I'm sorry hyung. I don't want to be a burden to you guys. Please forgive me." I spoke started sobbing. I felt like crying. I already crying. -_-
"Yah, don't cry. You never be a burden to us. I don't want to hear the word sorry from you. Its our fault. I want to say sorry Tae. Its my fault. Please forgive me." He apologies with his own sobbing.
"I always forgive you guys! Its fine. I will be okay hyung." I said with seriousness. I have been saying this before, even if this are their fault, I will always forgive them.
"Good, thats what I want to hear. Now can we stop crying. Jungkook who are beside me already crying like a baby." He chuckled. Wow that's fast! Wait! Jungkook was there?
"Yah, Jeon jungkook! Why did you tell him? You promised me to not saying anything to other hyungs." I said with a fake angry voice.
"I'm sorry. This hyung here forced me! Hyung can you come back? We can help you to achieve the wishlist." He said with a cracked voice. It seemed like he was crying for a long time.
What did he said again? Wishlist???????????!!!!!!
How did they know? Oh, they must found the book. Haisshhh, I should hide it."I can't kookie. I call you to say that I will not able to come back for a while. I don't know until when, but I just want you to know, I'm fine." I spoke firmly. I hope they understand it.
"Okay, but promise me you will be fine and you will come back okay?" Yoongi hyung's voice came back. I'm touched by this. I don't know why.
"Oh before I forget, You deserved to be happy Tae. You deserved to live a life you are excited about. And never let others make you forget that. Okay? I also want you to know, what namjoon said just now was not true. Its far from it. They realize it was their fault. So, when you come back I promise you, we will be like before. Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, Its not the end. Remember that Tae." Yoongi hyung said.
What he said make me thinking, Some things may not change. They were still they. That is what I hope.
"Okay hyung. I need to go. Good bye hyung, kookie." I said immediately cut the call. Its harder to me to not come back when I hear their voice. What will happened if my sickness worsen?
No, Tae! Forget all the reasons why it won't work and believe the one reason why it will.
I will never give up. I will stumble and fall but I will stand back up. It might take longer in times but I WILL keep fighting.
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Author note
Okay, apparently I mess up with the room order. In chapter 11 I stated that Taehyung go to Kookie's room. So thats mean they have their own separated room.But then, in chapter 15, paragraph 10 , I wrote 'I opened the door to the room that he shared with jungkook.' Its wrong Tae don't share the room with Jungkook. I was confused with my other book😆😆😆 So I just want to explain that they have their own room and Jungkook apparently come to Taehyung's room when Tae went out. I will find my time to edit it but not now. I'm sorry for the mistake.
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Lastly, Stay positive, stay happy and stay healthy! I love you guys!💜💜💜💜💜
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