The smile that was ignored (KIMTAEHYUNGXBTS) (Completed)

Chapter 31

Kim Taehyung pov

After what I said mom and dad just stay quiet a few minutes. I'm afraid they pass out.

"Mom? Dad?" I said slowly. Only after that I can here cry coming from them. Its broke my heart.

"Is this real? My son have a cancer? Honey, tell me that I'm wrong!" My mom cry out loud. She asked me with a desperation that make me hesitate to answer it.

"I-Its right,mom" I spoke with a little sobs. I try to hold my cry so my parents can't see what that I need to go through. Its really heartbreaking to know I just hurt them.

"No! Its not true!"She keep denying. I can hear my Dad's voice try to comforting my mother.

"Son, I will go to you immediately when your mom calm down. Don't be afraid okay? We are here." My dad finally said something. His voice not calm at all his voice is shaking.

After I said okay, he ended the call leaving me alone at this space. Leaving me alone to think about all of this. I finally releasing some tears that I hold all this time. I don't care if people hear it. I just can't hold it anymore. I'm too consumed with my cry when I felt hands wrapping around me that make me safe.

"What happened hyung?" Kookie said seriously. I shake my head and explained everything. What happened with my parents. What happened when I told them. All of them just hear me and try to comfort me by talking to me. I really appreciate it. They really make me calmer than before.

"Tae, I want to ask you something, about your treatment. We can't do the same treatment again. The Doctor said the only way to save you is operation, will you do it?" Namjoon spoke with a really serious voice. I was hesitated at first but when I think about it again. I have to do it to survive.

I look at their faces. I can see the sadness from it. I need to survive for this people. This people really help me. They afraid of losing me. I will never give up.

"I will do it." I said with determination. I cansee the face of my members look relieve but worried at the same time. I know they afraid of the posibility of losing me in this operation. I'm afraid too, but for them I will do anything that can save me.

"Okay, Tae. I will talk to your doctor. Okay?" Namjoon said waking up from his seat. I just looked at him and nodded my head.

While waiting for Namjoon hyung we talk and have some fun in the hospital room. Its make me forget about all of my problems for a moment. But the fun does not stay for too long when I feel my headache is coming again. But its not really painful but enough for making me hissed in pain. All the members stop what they are doing and looked at me worriedly.

I smile weakly and said that I just need some rest. The members quickly move to make my bed more comfortable. The fix my pillow position, and all.

"Go, sleep Tae. We will never leave you." Jin hyung said really softly that make me sleep with a smile on my face. 'They will not leave me.' With that I close my eyes and let myself into the world that only me in it.

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"Tae. Wake up." I can hear Jimin hyung's voice waking me up. I open my eyes slowly to adjust my eyes to the brightness of the room. After a few minutes I can see all of the member's face.

But I can felt another presence in the room. I look around and found the figures that I miss so much. Its my parents with my siblings?

"M-mom what happened?" I asked when I see the condition of my siblings. My brother was on a wheelchair and his body was covered with bandages. My sister look fine but her face can't be seen because of the bandage. What is happening to them?!

"Tae, my son." Mom move closer to me. I can see the other members went out to give me time with my family. I really appreciate that. Mom started to hug me slowly. I still shocked to see my sibling's condition right now. I need answer.

"What happened, Tae-hyuk hyung? Hae Ryung noona?" I asked with a panic voice. They look like the just get hit by a car.

"Tae, I'm sorry for all what I did to you. This is all my punnishment. I'm sorry!" My brother said sobbing. My sister who is beside him also sobbing like crazy.

"I forgive you a long time ago. Its fine. Please don't cry." I spoke softly. Its true I forgive them a long time ago. I can see there is hope in my sibling's eyes. Its good to know I gave hope to people.

I spend my time with my parents and I told them all what happened and they told me what happened to them. Apparently, my siblings were in car crash because my brother drive when he drunk. They just come back from night club that day and want to go back with their friend's car and guess what? Accident happened.

I'm glad they are fine but my brother can't walk temporarily and need to go into some training for it. The scar on my sister's face may stay. She have to stop her model career because of it. But when I look at her eyes I can see she is more happy now. Our relationship was improving. Now we really look like a family. A real family that I want since I'm young. It such a shame its just for a while.

My parents can't stay because of my sibling's treatment. They really want to stay but they can't. My family were all crying when they need to left me, especially mom.

Its fine though. Eventhough they can't stay but I know they really love me now. I know they will be good if I left them. They will stay as a family that will filled with hope and happiness.

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"Tae~" I immediately looked at the source of the voice. Its Seojin Hyung! I miss him so much!!!

"Hyung!" I said and open my arm as a hug. He hug me back. I look at him. All the members that were beside my bed all just sit there awkwardly. There are so cute ><

"Guys, this is my another hyung. Seojin hyung." I introduce him to my members. They all look at Seojin hyung with a smile.

"I know, Tae. He is your doctor." Hoseok hyung said that make me pout. So they meet without me? Its not fair.

"Tae, don't make that face. You look ugly." Seojin hyung suddenly said and laughed. All the members join him leaving me with a shocked face. Did he just....

"What?! How dare you hyung T^T" I said jokingly. We are having a fun talk when we have to back to reality again.

"Tae. About your operation, I will do it. Its is scheduled this Friday which is two days from now. Are you okay with it?" He ask me while looking into my eyes looking for my answer.

I nodded my head and lookind down at my lap. The happy environment that was happy once turn into the gloomy one. And I'm the cause of it.

"Tae, You believe in me right?" Seojin hyung ask that make my attention back to him. Ofcourse I believe him.

"Of course. I trust you." I said confidently.

"Then, believe me you can survive okay? Look around you. You have your members here. They always here. So please never give up okay." He said. I look around me and see all my members nodded their head as saying 'Yes,we always here.'

I nodded my head and hugged by them. This is what I will live for. I will keep living and stay together with them.

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Author note
Not really an author note cause there is suprise. About an hour? Idk cause my phone is dying...

Clue for next chapter:
Piano
Paper
Tissue
Dramatic
Rain

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