The smile that was ignored (KIMTAEHYUNGXBTS) (Completed)

Chapter 4

Kim Taehyung p.o.v
I wake up to the intense headache.I groaned loudly.I opened my eyes slowly to adjust my eyes to the light.I can see all the member's face looking at me with a worried face.I smile weakly.

Wait!The members are here?where am I?I quickly tried to sit down.Yeah,I 'tried'.The pain in my waist don't allowed me to.I winced in pain.That make the members realised my pain and help me.They look guilty,Why?

I just look at the member's face one by one.We are in silent.Well its getting awkward.😬😬

"We are sorry Tae!Its all our fault."Namjoon hyung said.I just look at them while smiling.Now
I know thats what they are worried about.Honestly I don't feel angry at all.I forgive them from the start.Its my fault that I can't arranged my schedules.

"Its fine.Its not your fault."I said while smiling.They just look at me for a while and They smile back at me.

We were just getting better with each other.We talk all night and they decided to stay with me which is good because I hate being alone.I don't think I can survive if I'm alone.That night I don't have any nightmare which is a miracle.

It must be the members.My mind were full with a positive thoughts right now and I keep laughing and smiling.

The next day I can discharged from hospital and finally all of this can be normal.We have a few interviews and photoshoots ad I know it will be a tiring days.But I can do this because of my members and ARMYs I can't dissapoint them just like what I did with my family.
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[Time skip]
We just done an interview and goes to photoshoot after that.After an exhausting day we finally back at home.I want to spend more time with my members though cause I will be really busy after this.My drama schedule will be really full next week.

I don't want my relationship with the members were changing.I don't want it.I want to spend as much as I can with all the members.It will start tonight!I can't waste any time.

"Guys,can we eat outside?We don't eat dinner yet."I said excitedly.All the members stop talking and look at me.I just looked at them with my smile obviously.

They looked annoyed though."We are tired Tae.Lets go tomorrow.I'm promise."Jin hyung said and all the members walk to their room and do who knows what.

I just left behind again.Just like that day.No Tae!They said tomorrow.Tomorrow it is.Lets just wait.okay,Tae?

I nodded my head as an encouragement.Yes,just a day.I went to the kitchen and make my own dinner.Sometime when I'm full I can sleep well eventhough the nightmare still there.

I afraid to sleep because I know what will happened to me at night.I'm afraid and have nobody to talk to about this.I wish I can tell the members about this.At that moment,I decided to tell the members when my drama shooting is done.

At that time I will be ready and the members will help me.After finish my simple dinner which is just a ramen by the way,I went to bed looking at the ceiling before my eyes can't hold the tiredness and fell asleep.
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Author note
Hello there!Thanks for continue to read this book you don't know how much it meant to me.Okay another chapter,I know I should be in a week vacation but I found the way to upload it😆😆hope you enjoy it.Thanks for your time🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️Feel free to correct my mistakes.Really appreciate it if you vote or comment if this book worth it.

[You can tell me if you have a problems though.I will hear you!]