The smile that was ignored (KIMTAEHYUNGXBTS) (Completed)

Chapter 33

-I'm sorry I'm late. I always late. I wish I could be a better me for you. I will try to update faster.-

Park Jimin pov

Its have been hours after Tae went into the operation room and there still no news about him. We are waiting outside with tears always there. I know Tae said he don't want to cause our sadness but we can't help it. One of our family member fighting for his live and you expect us to being calm?

"Guys, are you okay?" I look up to the source of the voice its Bang pdnim. I quickly stand up and walk to him like my other members. What suprise me is his eyes is just like ours. Red and puffy from all the crying.

"We are okay." Namjoon hyung spoke with a crack voice. He immediately look at his feet after he said that. I guess his eyes started to tear up again. Bang pdnim quickly hug him.

"Tae will be okay. Trust me, Namjoon-ah. I will bought you guys some food. You guys need to stay strong for Tae." He said and walk to buy some food.

He is so caring. They take care of us like his own son. I really appreciate that.

I can see Jin hyung hugged Namjoon hyung to calm him up. I immediatly hugged Namjoon hyung too. After a few moment we are in a group hug saying our comfort words to each other. We need each other to be strong right now. For Tae.

When we heard the door is opening we turned our head to found there is Seojin hyung standing there. We literally run to stand infront of him. He look at us one by one. He make me scared actually. Is there something happen to Tae?

"W-what happened Seojin hyung?" I asked stuttering my words. I'm so nervous and scared. What if Tae...No!

"The operation is doing really well. I sucessfully removed a big part of the tumor. But I don't know when will Tae wake up. It can be anytime but I'm sorry to say this, he may not go through all of this so well." He said looking down.

"What do you mean hyung???" Namjoon finally talked after his little breakdown. We all look at Seojin hyung with a curious and worried faces. What did he mean by that?

"He may not make it and never wake up. I'm sorry." He said sadly.

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'Never wake up' that was playing on loop in my mind. Even when Tae is infront of me still not opening his eyes. Yes, Tae was put into ICU. We can see him through glass wall that was between his room and the room where we staying. Separate us.

I still can't forget Seojin hyung words. Will Tae left us? Will he left us like what we do before? Is this the way he said that he don't like what we do before? Many question go through my mind like crazy.

"Hyung,Tae will never leave us right? He promise me he will fight for us. He will never give up right?" Kookie said trying to comfort himself rather than talking to us but what he said left a hole in my heart.

"Of course! Tae will never give up." Jin hyung said comfortly and hug Kookie.

"He will not left us kookie, Never." Yoongi said so suddenly. He can't calm down. Since we hear what Seojin hyung said he stay quiet like he was having some fight in his mind.

"Are you okay, hyung?" I said to make sure he really okay. He look at me for a while and continue to look at his hand.

"Yoongi. Talk to us." Jin hyung said firmly. I know he want to settle things up as the oldest. I know he don't want us to fell apart because of this.

"What do you want me to say?! Its all our fault! Its our fault to ignore him before! This is our punishment!" Yoongi hyung suddenly shouted that make all of us shock with it. We can't even say a word when he walk away just like that left us without an explaination.

Tae, we need you.....
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Dary's note
Hello~ Sorry for the late update. Honestly, I don't know how to start the new chapter after the letter chapter. But I promise you I will make it better.

Exam is already here. I already done 1 paper of exam 22 papers left. I have 1 practical 2 more.. So I'm in a mess...

Btw Did you see the new teaser??!!!! I'm dead! I can't with them.. How can they be so hot when they are just whistling and dancing for a few second?! I need some scientific explaination on this! I guess tonight will be another teaser. Get ready!

Okay,tell me if any of you order 'Her' ??? I only ordered two of it. I want all four but I'm too broke😂 btw if any of you want to order from Amazon please use the link that Bighit posted on twitter! They have the new link because they sold out the albums before so they provide the new one. Please use that link. I can't believe they sold out the preorder...

Lastly, stay happy, stay positive and stay healthy!!! I love you guys so much!