There Was This Bartender || (jokerxreader)

Chapter 20

Y/N POV

       I woke up the next morning too early, even before J. I was facing the window with his arms around me. I just felt safe in his arms. I moved back a bit and snuggled into his body more. I could feel his chest move on my back and him breathing in my hair. I stayed there for a little bit longer until I tried to get up. I pulled J's arm off slowly before I heard a small moan come from him behind me. He shook his head and but then rubbed his eyes. I was now sitting cross legged on the bed next to him. He just about opened his eyes before he saw me sitting and smiling at him. I stared at him for a moment, he looked so different without his makeup on. His lips still plump but less red than with the lipstick on. And his face still pretty pale. He covered his face with his arm and made a little grin. "It's impolite to stare doll." I giggled and pulled the blanket off him. He growled and shot up quickly. He grabbed the blankets and pulled them back. I grabbed them again and yanked them off him. They fell off the bed as I saw J just in his underwear. His tattoos were mesmerizing, and his pale bright complexion glowed against the morning sun. His growl turned into a snarl as he grabbed my arms and threw me on the bed. He grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head and sat ok my waist. "Careful, I'm not a morning person." He wagged his finger in my face holding my wrists in his other hand. I giggled and smiled at him towering over me. "Yes I can tell." I lifted my head up and kissed him and he fell back a bit in surprise. He groaned but smiled at the same time and let go of my wrists and just sat on my hips for a second looking me over. He then quickly pulled the bug shirt I was wearing over my head and threw it on the floor. I wasn't wearing pants or underwear from the night before and now I was just naked underneath him. He purred a little looking mg over, and then leaned down and kissed my neck. He traced the tattoos he gave me on my hips and chest and growled a little. "I like admiring my work." His stare was haunting and extremely enticing. His icy blue eyes stared me over making me nervous and hot at the same time. "Do you want anymore?" He asked me softly his eyes dark and serious. I looked shocked, I wasn't entirely sure I wanted more tattoos I mean it didn't hurt as bad as I thought it would be but I already had a lot. I didn't answer for a while and J was starting to get frustrated.

       "I-I don't kn-" before I could think of a response. J picked me up and threw me over his shoulder, I was still naked so my backside was flashing while I was over his shoulder. "J! J put me down!" I screamed at him when I heard him open the door I gasped. I could only see where we have been, I couldn't see in front of J. He carried me down the stairs and I banged my head against his back with every step. We got down to the main floor and I could hear his bare feet touching the floor. He quickly ran to a door I have never touched or paid any attention to before. We walked down a wooden staircase that led to a familiar room. J laid me down on the cold metal table and strapped me down again. He pulled on his metal glove and breathed in very deeply through his nose then let it out heavily through his mouth. "Ahhhh welcome back Y/N!" I was scared, but I already knew what he was going to do. I could here him pull a little table with squeaky wheels by my head. The little buzzing noise I feared so much before turned on again. "So what would you like this time miss Y/N? My own personal stamp of possession." His lips curved into an insane smile and his eyes were the definition of mania.i grit my teeth together and finally let out a small smile. "Surprise me." J looked a bit surprised but more excited and happy about the fact that i was now able to take the things he throws at me.

     I finally felt the needles sting my body all over. This time all over my thighs and shoulders. He even tattooed a tiny J and heart on my temple. It hurt but not as bad as before. Finally after a few hours J undid the straps on my wrists and ankles. I sat up and looked at me body again. He added what looked liked 5 new pieces. I traced them over with my finger and it began to sting a little. "Y/N don't fucking touch them!" J pulled my hand away and gave me a cold damp rag. I put them on my new tattoos and J for me a blanket. He wrapped up my tattoos and we walked back up to the bedroom. I laid down on the bed and covered myself in the blankets. J stood at the foot of the bed and looked at me. He let his head fall, "I wasn't mad at you there." I looked up at him with a confused face. "I wasn't mad... I don't know why I did that. I just..." I got up and held his hand. "I know it's honestly fine. I mean now it's like I just kinda know you, I know that your just gonna do things  but it doesn't really change my thoughts about you." He looks at me and for once his eyes are kind and inviting. In this exact moment he looked human and normal.