Where it Begins (Boy x Boy)

Fourteen

Don't forget to prepare some tissues ladies & gentleman. This chapter will be a tearjerker. I've warned you. Enjoy~
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Callum POV

I don't know what came into me but I just burst through the door without thinking. It wasn't lock so I could easily get in. I turned on the light and the sudden brightness blinded me for a second. I blink my eyes a couple of times to get used to the light. I could hear gasped and groaned coming from in front of me.

The moment my vision back to normal, I could see both of them on the bed. Mason was on top of Connor and both of them were naked. They looked disheveled and I could smell sex in the air. He clearly was fucking my twin brother right beside my bedroom door.

I don't know what I feel anymore. Saying I was angry or heart broken was understatement. All I could see was red.

"What the fuck!?" I screamed at them. "What is this? What the fuck is this!?" I couldn't believe my own eyes. Everything looked blurred. I could feel my breath became erratic and it hurts to breath. I feel hurt and betrayed.

How could they do this to me?

The both of them were in shock. Their face turned pale when they were looking at my face. They didn't expect to be caught red handed by me. Mason who was dumbfounded at first, immediately jumped out from the bed to get his pants on after he became aware of his current situation. "Cal, I.. I can explain this.."

"No! There's nothing to be explain! How could you do this to me!? You're banging my brother!? My fucking twin brother!?" I screamed at Mason. I feel my heart broke into million tiny pieces. Fat tears dropping on my cheeks, dirtying my already messed up face.

"Cal, please listen to me. I know it's hard to believe but Connor and I. We... we're dating. I love him Cal and I'm sorry..." Mason tried to approach me but I back away. I grabbed things around me blindly and throw it to his face. He blocked it with his hands and I could hear something shattered. I keep throwing things, anything that I could grab on.

"Callum! Stop it!" Connor yelled at me but I ignored him. I throw it again and again until there was nothing left.

"Why are you doing this to me? How could you!? You're supposed to be my best friend! Why did you choose my brother!? From all of these people in the whole damn world why did you love him? Why... Why not me?" I broke down to my knees and I cried really hard. I couldn't stop myself from sobbing. I feel so broken and hurt.

What have I been doing all this time? I tried so hard to give him up because I was a man and he love women. I thought he would never look at me like I look at him, never going to love me like I love him. So I decided to let him go even though it was fucking hurt and made me stuck in circle on my own like some kind of idiot. I always thought loving him would only dirtying our relationship and I don't want to hurt and betrayed him. And what did I get from all of these? Nothing. In the end he got snatched away under my nose by my own fucking brother.

All of these sweat blood were for nothing.

Why the hell did you do this to me, God?

Why?

Why?

Why?

Why is it never enough if it was me?

"Oh.. God Cal..." I could hear Connor gasped. He wanted to come to me but I shoot a dagger at him.

"Why... why did you take Mason away from me!? Isn't it enough for you to get Mom and Dad's love and attention!? Why do you always take everyone away from me? Why are you the one that people always choose and love? Why is it always you? Why... why it never been me?" I dropped my head, feeling dejected.