Where it Begins (Boy x Boy)

Sixteen

(Warning: Mature scene and sexual content)
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Callum POV

He kissed all over me. He kissed my lips, my neck and my chest. I closed my eyes to feel the sensation that Liam gave me. I want to focus of what I feel right now because I don't want to think about anything else.

I want to forget about the image of Mason and Connor that burned inside my head. I want to forget the sounds he made when he was making love with my brother. How Connor moaned his name because he fucked him good. How sad Mason's face become because of my horrible words. How Connor cried out because I blamed his existence and denied his feeling.

How cruel and evil I've become.

I hate myself. I really hate myself.

How could I blame them? I know how scary it feels to be hated or how afraid I was to be rejected. But in the end I was the one who did that to them.

To people whom I loved and care deeply.

I know all of this shits happens because it just happens. You couldn't blame it to anyone. It was nobody's fault that they fall in love with each other. But I still blamed them in the end because I was hurt. Even though I was hurt because of my own mistake. I never thought I could become this kind of person.

A weak and ugly person.

The guilty feeling was eating me inside. And I don't want to think about any of that.  Right now all I want was to forget about it. I want to run away from it.

And I need Liam to help me.

I tilted my head when Liam's moved his head back to kiss my neck. He was nipping the skin and sucking it gently. He slipped his hands under my shirt. Roaming his warm palms all over my body, touching my skin softly. It made my body shivered with delight.

I want more.

I want more of him. And I don't want him to be gentle with me. I want him to do it roughly until I feel crazy.

I grasped Liam's hair to pull his face closer to mine. He grunted but I kissed his lips hard to silence him. I roamed my tongue inside his cave mouth before I nipped his lower lip and sucked it gently. It made him moaned.

I could tell he was turn on from the way he looked at me. His gazed pierced me like a predator targeting his prey. The way he stared at my body felt like he was stripping me naked and devoured me. It made me stop breathing for a second.

I know he wants to rip off my clothes and fuck me hard for good. But I noticed there was something in his eyes that made him hold himself back. His mind was floating somewhere else. Liam was hesitating and I don't want that. I want him to focus on me. I don't want him to think about anything else besides pleasuring me.

I was indeed a selfish bitch.

I grabbed his neck and pulled his face back to me so I could kiss his sexy lips again. He closed his eyes to feel the hungry sensation that I gave him. My hands were caressing his body. I stroked his neck to his shoulder and down to his chest. My palms kept moving slowly to his southern area. I could feel his abs tenses as he grunt loudly.

He wants more.

I pushed his big body slowly while kissing him so I could be on top of him. Liam let me. We switched position and now I was straddling him. Looking at his body under me makes me feel hot. His eyes never leave mine. He was waiting for me to make the first move. I licked my lips. Actually I was a bit nervous about this but I tried to hide it. I pulled off my shirt over my head. Leave me with nothing beside my brief. I could see his grey eyes glinting with lust. I grabbed his shirt, tried to shrug it off from his body. Without hesitation Liam tugged his shirt off for me and throw it to the floor.