harder to breathe | seulmin √

apologize

I dedicated this chapter for @ZaheeraMasswadeh (She's the first one who commented on this story! Super thank you!)

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Harder To Breathe (x)

“Kang Seulgi.” Jimin said.

Seulgi stop walking but she still not looking at him.

She knows that Jimin is following her. After that incident about her phone she figured out that Jimin is always looking at her every time they were in the same place.

Seungwan actually tells her after observing his action and even Yerim provided evidence from the internet.

She doesn't want to look again. She regret looking at him that day when her phone was missing. Because she felt something. Something that Seulgi can't explain.

Her heart beats faster and she can't breathe properly the moment her eyes met him. She doesn't want to feel it again.

“I know it's you.” Jimin said for the second time.

Seulgi was out for buying snacks in the middle of the night, wearing a jacket, bonnet and a mask hoping for less people in the streets to notice her but then Jimin just knew it was her. How come?

Seulgi continue to walk again like she didn't see him or heard him talked. She just walk more faster to avoid him but Jimin is a tough one and he still following her.

The only good thing about everything that is happening is there's no other people in the area but them and also no one heard Jimin said Seulgi's name quite loud and clear. 

Seulgi's nervousness leveled up because she's afraid someone heard him.

She's the only person who owns the name to the place and people might know it's her because she lives streets away. That she's Kang Seulgi of Red Velvet specially with her outfit like she's kind of celebrity who's hiding in a public place.

Seulgi released a deep breath. Relief about the surrounding but now that she need a cab, the cab is nowhere to be seen.

She wants to explode her frustration by her putting too much force to her footsteps. But she remembered that she's holding a lot of food for herself and for her members and so, she can't just run away. She baldly want to just runaway.

“Please stop walking.” Jimin's now slightly out of breathe pleaded.

He still followed her.

Great. Seulgi almost wanted to curse.

She stopped walking again after hearing Jimin's plead, Seulgi finally let herself see who's running after her.

And Seulgi just want to laugh sarcastically of how really the cosmic works. Of course Jimin is actually wearing the same thing as her.

A bonnet, jacket and a mask even their shoes are the same brand. Converse.

But not being amuse, Seulgi choose to be quiet and look at Park Jimin with serious eyes.

“What do you want?” She said with a sigh. She's tired of walking faster and trying to run. Seulgi just wants to get home and eat her food.

“I want to say sorry.” Jimin said with a low tone.

Seulgi frosted from what she heard asking her own self if she heard it right.

Did Park Jimin really said he's sorry?

“Pardon? Did I heard it right?” But Seulgi heard it correctly.

"Say it again." She continued. Seulgi just wanted to hear it again.

Jimin is saying sorry, why is that? What happened to the arrogant Jimin Seulgi met?

“I'm really sorry.” Jimin said again, taking a step towards the conscious and confuse Seulgi.

Seulgi step backwards. “Stop where you are.”

But he never listens.

Seulgi panicked. Why is he moving towards her?

It's like a déjà vu.

Jimin also let out a sigh as if he's tired. Maybe he's also tired of following her.

“Okay. I'm really really sorry for what I did back in the park. I'm just dealing with problems that time.” Jimin said bowing his head so low to made her see that he's really apologising.

It made Seulgi silence. She now heard it again and she can't believe it's actually happening.

Seulgi don't know if she will believe him. He might be lying on her just to clear his image and his group to her.

Maybe he is not sincere at all. 

“I know you're not believing me, But I'm sincere. I'm really sorry about my attitude. I didn't mean anything.” Jimin took steps again as if he knew what she was thinking.

And that time Seulgi just stayed in her position, like she's glued. She's not moving at all until she realized that Park Jimin of BTS is half a meter away from her face.