Love Me So I Don't Have To - COMPLETED

1.7

"When you talk to me, how do you see my personality?"

I see it as....genuine. Like, there's no way you could be pretending to be someone you're not. There's a drive, a fire. Not as strong as some but strong enough to keep you going when really needed. It's poetic and artistic, of course. Personally problematic, as well. By that, I mean certain characteristics you have clash together sometimes.

You've got some characteristics like fire and water. It just depends on your environment and you.

I see your personality also as a really big puzzle. Like that fairly large puzzle in your closet you've always had that's missing a few pieces here and there. So when your friend comes over and you both try to put it together at midnight in a drunken stupor, you're having the hardest time putting it together. Like, there are so many different pieces to you I can't easily put together without second guessing it's accuracy.

It's also like that feeling you have in the exact moment you're on your best friend's roof past midnight just laughing during a week where everything has been going to shit, and you just forget about what happened that week.

I see it as when you're taking a huge test you haven't studied for as much as you should have, and you start second guessing every answer choice you make. Or as complete and utter loyalty to what's important but still understanding that it is subject to change.

You remind me of quiet car rides. Of off-in-another-world moments with your headphones in while you space out. I see you as wishes that turn into goals that turn into accomplishments. You're multitudes of incomplete journals with different storylines of your life. You're personality is positive suffering. The light at the end of the tunnel.

Your personality is the blank pages in your current journal waiting to be filled with scribbles and stories. I hope I can be in those blank pages like you're in mine.