Stripper // h.s.

*Chapter 9- Scars

**TRIGGER WARNING**

Anna's POV

It's been pretty boring lately, but I found out that Violet and Zayn are actually together. He finally manned up. Today wont be boring, for sure. Me and Harry are going on a date hopefully not getting mobbed my the paps in progress.

I have a shower then get dressed. I am wearing my pink dress with a white collar and my white converse.

I walk downstairs and see Harry waiting for me.

"You okay? Ready to go?" He asked.

"Yeah and Yeah." I replied

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"Are you okay love, you seem a bit down." Harry asked.

"I'm fine." I'm not

"No! Don't lie to me. Tell me the truth"

"It is the truth" It's not.

"Babe I just want to know wha-" He stopped mid-sentence and looked down at my arms. "What are these?" He said looking disgusted. 

I pull away from his grip and hid the hideous scars from him.

"Nothing."

"They are not nothing. Have you self harmed?" He said with wide eyes and an angered face.

"No" Yes

"Lets go and talk about this at my flat." He says, leaving the table. "Are you coming or not?"

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"Now look me in the eye and say that you haven't self harmed." He yelled.

"I can't" I mumbled.

"Then tell me why the fuck you did it?"

"I can't"

"No it's not that you cant its that you wont."

"No I don't want to tell you"

"Why wont you tell me?" He pleads. "Please?"

"No I don't have to tell you about my past"

"I'm your boyfriend, I deserve to know."

"Right now, I wish you wern't" I mumbled trying to prevent him from hearing me.

 But he heard.

"Are you fucing kidding me. If that's how you feel, get out. Leave. I don't even wanna be with someone who is deranged as you. Who actually mutilates their body. You're sick and attention seeking."

I felt a knife go through my heart. His face dropped as he realized what he said.

"Baby, you know I didn't mean that. I'm just mad. I'm sor-"

"Don't you dare say sorry. You don't mean it."

I couldn't help the tears building in my eyes.

"Fine, get out and don't bother returning." 

I couldn't say anything. My mind went blank.

I burst into tears and walked out. I pulled my phone out and called Rian.

(A=Anna/R=Rian)

A= I need you to pick me up.

R= Why? I'm on a date with Louis

A= I'll tell you later. Just pick me up, I'm at Harry's flat.

R= What? Are you crying?

A= Mmhm